i admire that she wants to do art full time and be an artist, but lets be realistic lol...shes not that great. shes mediocre at best. i know her small fanbase of orbiters like to inflate her ego and tell her how amazing her work is, but its just your run-of-the-mill anime girl shit. shes not going to make it off commissions alone, unless shes ok living with her parents forever. shes aged dramatically and her looks have faded, so finding a rich , good looking man who wants to take care of her for the rest of her life is a slim possibility now. she could have  had it all...but she somehow managed to ruin everything worthwhile and good in her life. what a tragic tale.