you know my life is too good now and I am so blessed i cannot ever dwell on the bad things. 

all i ever think about now is the little angel who used to fall asleep next to me in that shitty motel , knowing that somehow it would be ok, even if that person is dead
I was really there with them then, and thats enough

 

good luck my boodi, pray that he forgives you for you didn't just hurt me you hurt him more than me , he sent me to u, it was all according to plan. 

and yet here you are