>>/64106/ impossible ever women i have ever seen in real life had something to be loved. my decision is hardly made by their looks. especially with celebrities, i bet they are all ... icky. cause theyre rich. theyre just not relatable, but of course i admire their work, skills, dance... i love the asian concept of an "idol" a lot because it makes me wonder how are they actually like behind the always beautiful, cheerful, helpful facade they have to portray thing that make me wonder and think are what i love. i dont like shallow people that just do small talk. maybe thats why i go on forums more often than most do? idk. i just never get the same reactions and discussions i do in a comment section or real life >>/64109/ and i want to add i know how some men hate women, and some that do fall in the incel category. from what i have seen on these places incels define themselves as being autistic. now being autistic you are automatically recognized as "weird" or "uncanny" by most people you interact with and probably think to yourself most people are shallow do, especially women, which have to mask more in general regardless if they are autistic actually. they just have to do everythingg they are told somehow, which autism only makes harder; however!!! women are thaught to mask like i explained before. i mean not mask as in just autism but being autistic and trying to be like "normal" people just only makes it harder. men generally do not have to surpress their emotions as much as women and can be angry and say bad words. (im not saying women cant but when you are hushed or even beaten for shit like that u have to not do it) with an autistic male, (autiscel in your terms) you are both unable to regulate your emotions that really cant be thaught, and didnt even hear that you should surpress them at all. so when a woman says oh thats not a good thing to do yadiyada and a woman (more often ive seen is their own mother) starts to act more strict, like, dont do that! why are you doing x and not y?!! and get into arguements and you never resolve them because you cant understand why they are "bad", or why should a word have such meaning; you think they just have a personal thing against you. against autistic men. they think they are ugly so women must hate ugly men.but i think noone after middle school says someone is just ugly like they get more personal. and as an autistic person you might actually take that to heart and they say it as in fact rather than just to get you sad or mad and bully you. and we know like you just cant find yourself good lookig most of the time. like the pictures i post here are the "one" i chose among many other. so they think they are ugly. of course, people who are attractive are less likely to be bullied, because they just attract people much like normal looking extroverts do. btw to branch off as a woman if you have something seen as ugly you are thaught to hide it, and appear more pretty, because you should look pretty for all the men that may see you. im serious this is what ive been told! and im sure im not the only one. so a woman isnt "lying to you" by doing makeup, she just wants to seem prettier to you so you like her. i dont know. of course these are just tldr of my thoughts because i have dozens per second and i get lost in things i try to have a deep dive in like u said. but i like explaining things because i am someone that likes to be objective and comprehensive, and i dont like to leave a readers potential question unanswered >>/64113/ so close, its both! and this is literally a thread for me. and twitter has char limit 🙄 >>/64114/ i unironically love everything in this world to ever exist APART OF LIKE INSANE BADSHIT PEOPLE THAT WALK ON THIS EARTH THAT HAS THE CAPABILITY OF JUST MAKING HOLOCAUST REMASTERED AND THERES FUCKING NUCLEAR BOMB DLC WHERE U DIE BUT U HAVE THE CONCIOYS OF ANOTHER GUY THAT MUST PLAY FUCKING E T AND HE HAS SHORT TERM AMNESIA THAT RESETS EVERY MEMORY EVERY 5 SECONDS