in a way I admire her. shes living her life fearlessly and throwing caution to the wind. morality aside, how can you not respect that? shes like a female jack keroauc living "on the road". her life is one grand adventure, going from place to place, strange characters coming in and out of her life. Its not the life for everyone, sure, but Im glad shes not a miserable wagie trapped in a dead end job, having her soul sucked out of her in the prime of her life. shes living life on her own terms. truth be told,, most of us dont have the courage to do what shes doing. we are already dead inside.