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family comes first, before all & other
even with my rampant sociopathy & psychopathy, i can easily recognize the fact that family is what matters most 
PTSD is a natural phenomena, its there to fill in the blanks of that which were broken during traumatic moments 
i wouldn't be surprised if i have paranoid schizophrenia myself, runs in the family & all, i'm quite adept at talking to myself, but i've also lived most of my life in isolation anyways; i don't really know, all i've been told via the mind-docs is that i'm a intelligent & articulate man who has "great things destined", whatever the fuck that bullshit means
i just wanna go live out in the country & have a good happy life, crazy fucking quacks are as insane as me 

on an off-note, i currently just tried baking a sweetpotato in the microwave & it proceeded to explode, filling my house with smoke, so i'm right now i'm smoking in an attempt to make the smell not as bad, lol