Dear diary. 
I know I am undermotivated and wasted my potential by working in a plastic factory as an operator but I thought I am ok with it but  Today I met some really talented people who seem to work 100% on an exciting and relevant field of AI. Talking to them and getting reply make all my job experience and pastime pale in comparison. 

But I am not in AI or STEM. My only job qualification is factory operator. Not really qualified.