how does here it work? i dont see much things, but many things, i dont get it all after all all i have is this message

im im terribly sorry for being a cancer
wheres the fun things? i mean, childrem, woman, police, accidents, end of the world plan, reallifethings acts. and so on and on and on and on, 

but ill be gone soon, im just having fun, i dont need to cum, im kinda a num, but just guy whois numb, 

and remember, dont commit crimes.