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> I'll just call this the black armour
This seems like it's something for npcs also. I don't think I'd want it. It's better to complete the circle and all your progress naturally with your own achievement instead of trying to duct-tape it or force it with external crutches.
> do some external manipulation to cause a faster connection by removing blocking energies from the egregore. Let me try something. 
Feel free to do so if you think you can  help it in a way that is natural and that doesn't impair me.
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> I can see the discussion on here seems to have lead to some change, there is some energy streams connecting over the gap now, like some threads sewn in.
That's nice. I feel like I would be able to do a lot of things with my mind without having to do a routine mechanical yoga practice every day for a long time or something like that. But if it get's completed I fear I would never be able to physically die and I still have some doubts whether that's a good thing or not. I want to be able to change my body and live on the astral where I can create a world that I like, something that actually fits me and have a body that I like. Flying around and stuff. Maybe it's better to get killed and get rid of the old shitty physical body while I still can?