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> Blind belief
Who talked about BLIND BELIEF. DO YOU KNOW HOW ANNOYING IS WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING AND PEOPLE SAY bruh it's not there lol THEN YOU BELIEVE THEM and it turns out you were right then they pretend that IT WAS ALWAYS THERE. Did you hear the saying "You make your own reality"

> and I'm not joining either
You just talked about how
> it's probably in some far off place in the mind of some guru/monk i'll never meet.
So even if there was a cult that taught working spirituality you would not join them?
You realize that you got gaslighted that every cult is bad and for sheeps by the "mainstream atheism" right. I never said to join to one but if you are unable to understand what they are saying and disregard them as hurr durr they sheple not like me the euphoric individual then you will just increase your ignorance and chase an invisible cloud that you are not willing to even acknowledge.

> there has to be an observable change in which I can observe that it's working over time
It's like wanting the computer to work without having the will to try to turn it on or plug it into the electric outlets or if it doesn't work figure out why. Not working = I don't want it to work. This is why IT was only for nerds back then. Nowadays technology is so dumbed down even monkeys can use it. The last known monkey that was able to use magic was Sun Wukong. 

> I expect training in the occult/magic to work that way. 
> There's no reason to try and force a square peg into a round hole.
Did... you... ever.. hear... ABOUT THE HERMETIC SEAL OF LIGHT? THE QUINTESSENCE? Pic related? Do you have any idea how deep the symbolism goes? Yeah it's literally on the OP's pic at Exercise 1 post 3. The square is literally in a round hole or "sphere" at 3D. That pic is so well worded. Always a good reread. Shame it is either obvious for initiates or something ungraspable for those who don't walk the path. 

> I don't have to will my eyes into working, they work whether I want them to or not
You are making me cry by making retarded statements like this. There are ways you can increase the sharpness of the eye via psychic means and combine it with the third eye to see the energies and by saying this you just said you are unwilling to make your 3rd eye function. You are like a person who never used a computer because he never tried to turn it on... Like my grandpa who says the monitor is broken because he did not know it has a power up button ;_;
> Even if I distrust my eyes they'll still work the way they were designed to work.
Did you ever get so drunk you were unable to read or took meds that make you blind via rare side effects? You are taking the things you see so granted I have no idea what to say.

> That's the only kind of magic I'm interested in, magic that works like my eyes works
Congratulations it exists. It's drug and psychic abuse induced way that CIA and extremely shady cults practice. You can literally do that "magic" via working but they do it via extremely traumatizing experiments that will leave a scar upon your body and that will make it work but it will enslave you in the process because you will be dependent on the drugs and the abuse.
> I think my path will lead to that kind of magic
Have fun then.

> The only reason I had any interest in Bardon's books is because of that mindset
Do you have any idea what kind of spirits dwell in Silesia and why Bardon's mindset is super compatible with them. 
Also Bardon died from pancreatitis in police custody. He was going though things that his "mindset" did not shield him from. I am not attacking him here because I know the madness which was going on in those years and the spirits were furious and he had no way managing a situation that dire...