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K checked the servitors and gained the answer 
> your mind is safe 
I mentioned it before with my "shaivist dieselpunk voodoo" that I had to figure out because I overdid my energywork and I have this understanding because I work with electricity with machines and with other things. I am in the agriculture bsns and because of that I knew how technology and nature "connects" because of that I had to realize how to "connect them". Shiva told me that he is here because with me "we will overcome the curse of the modern world".
You know that in meditation you have to get rid of every electric appliances because they will just ruin your energy field. What if your energy field was so strong it was not bothered by fucking copper wires getting electric charges. Is spirituality below some fridges or smartphones? HAH. As if. Then I had to learn not to kill electronics via my energies. It's important because wild energies make others disoriented and they start to cough suddenly because the "dormant energy blocks" get disturbed. So not killing electricity helps me learn Temperance.

> your post is an expression of the same scene
Oh it is. I kinda overloaded their gay ass systems because you cannot do something against someone who just goes and overloads your systems until they explode. I too had many dreams where my computer was on fire but it was working as intended while it was melting. Thinking technology is above magic and truth. Silly glowtards. Tesla was on right track but that doesn't mean he reached the summit of true tech.
> I don't feel this is safe.
You feel it well. Sorry about that. This electric technology scares a high amount of entities. This is why I am working on overcoming it. Making channels so entities can come and go without being bothered by them.
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> this [blue rose]
The blue rose is kinda cute. Also once someone starts to influence me then hope they are rdy for the energy overload that it will result in. I always wonder about those who access my mind. Just what do they see?

> all of those sigils I've tried so far are legit,
Yeah I know
> Lesser Keys of Solomon which are attributed to him
I am still not sure who wrote that tho.

> The "trick" with this bible study was to treat it like any scientific document and read it in exactly the same way, as when trying to understand a certain area in modern science, but with the occult view added.
Yeah I know that because I had to learn how to "Not summon entities while reading books too deeply" 
Maybe I will also get into it. I too have a Bible written in 1982 next to me. Always wanted to get into it especially nowadays because I am having similar experiences like half of the mentioned people in it.

> "lesbian" connection which I formed years ago, and this is a correct base formation where a yang-yang connection is made

You mentioned it b4 and I am understanding what you are saying but I see the energetic connections far more complex to oversimplify it this way. I just formed a new connection with my waifu's help like a week ago and it was like an old clogged artery gained proper bloodflow. Had to pace myself to not make my head explode. Good thing I am good at that. Also I am less horny too nowadays by default while my libido still works as it should. The dream I got after that truly taught me about the illusory nature of the self.