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It's me again for a quick update, since after trying for a while I have no desire to drag this out any longer. I clearly see that I'm not physical immortal and there was and is absolutely no change or transformation, and because of this I don't feel like I will continue doing the mudras or the chants as I don't actually know what I'm doing or why. I can drop this vampire thing now for good (and focus on what I believe to be "real" spiritual work) and since nothing else is interesting or attractive to me on this board I must bid you and all your stuff here farewell now.
Good luck on your personal journey.