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> spiders in my new home
I've liked spider since I was little, but that had nothing to do with it from a surface view. She came to our temple sessions at the Sunflower discord calling herself "the infernal Queen" and no one of us knew she was a spider at the time. This was only shown way later when others started talking about here on here. It turned out she's been behind the cloud messages guiding me on a daily to weekly basis since over 10 years back. Others may not easily grasp the meaning of this I know now, but she's able to use a personal symbolism to show me how to do things, in detail, including how to work on active events like wars during the Syrian war she used a formation which looked like a butt when talking about Assad. It's probably nonsensical to most people, but even faces of people gets through to me. She also uses pretty crude images that really only works in a specific context. For example in Ukraine, the Russians are orcs, the Ukrainians are rats, Wagner was a weasel and Americans taking part were represented by a turd because their support sucks, and the /pol/ meme for Americans is "sharts".

> I don't believe in reincarnation
This really stopped being a belief for me a long time ago, when I started having memories coming back. The biggest breakthrough being rather recent, 2019 when I suddenly made a connection based on some years and found a timeframe. I had by then concluded I was somehow involved with the French painter Courbet and the Nazi general who defeated the allies in Operation Market Garden, but as I know now I wasn't incarnated there, it was more like guidance and possession. Getting in is hard.
> pic related
See how beautifully this matches. I was hinted at this by being given the game Close Combat 2 A bridge too far, based on the book with the same name, which is about Operation Market Garden. 
My teacher told me my oil painting style is "a very narrow style in history called French realism, maybe you had a previous life then (laughs)".

Then see what fits right in between the lifespans of these people who were part of both periods. It was when I saw this that a flow of memories suddenly rushed in, and this part though I didn't want to accept it at first, was undeniable.