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> i'm so much wealthier and can provide a lot more than him, i have given her so much but oh well i guess you guys were right about women
The problem is that you're setting yourself up as a beta bucks provider. That's like holding a big sign inviting people to exploit you.
I don't have much info on lesbian relationships (assuming you're not a tranny), but my guess is to just try to be as much of a Chad as possible, since that's what women really want. Even lesbians likely just want a male Chad in a female body. None of this romance or provider bullshit. You might be putting in effort, but it's being misplaced.
I also advise you to stop pursuing bad women. If she's a gold digger after a pedro LoL player, what the fuck are you doing going after her. Ideally I'd say to pursue good women, but since those are unicorns, you should at least not pursue horrible women.
> it doesn't matter how much you improve yourself they will use you and never love you
I feel ya. Men and women have very VERY different ideas of "love". Hang in there, you need to be strong. You're feeling the pains of transforming yourself into the Chad mindset. Some would call this the anger stage of the red\blackpill. Once you truly accept that this is how women are, you might be ready for the next step.