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You don't know the first thing about us, but you're right about how different she is being her and not "Cewl".
I won't leak any private messages or audio, but she sent me one saying I'm the reason she doesn't kill herself. There are so many things I wish I could share, but she would lose her "simps" because of me, and that's why she's mad at me. I don't want her offering herself here, hence the attacks against the board, the website, and my namefagging/presence.
I wasn't doing all that to get attention for myself but to send a clear message: Cewl IS NOT single but will make me a monster over the slightest bullshit she can find (now I kinda get you).
Anyway, "Cewl", I wanna play a game and the rules are simple: Your life has been a cycle of trauma and unhealthy ways of dealing with pain. You expose yourself in forums, seeking attention, emotionally hurting those who try to help you, yet you never face your own needs because you "don't care". But deep down, you know it hurts.
Here's how it works: Your university won't tolerate drugs or supplying Xanax to peers and younger students. Continue down this path, and the truth will catch up with you. But if you confront your pain and make a change, you could escape this downward spiral.
My ex made the same choices. She ignored the rules, spiraled into chaos, and lost everything. In the end, she turned lesbian, deleted all her social media, and faced who she truly was. I cured her... and she thanks me for it.
The choice is yours: Live or die. What will it be?