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if there was a thread about you, and people constantly said mean things about you, would it not be like cripplingly tempting to defend yourself ? maybe i phrased that wrong, im tired, but i honestly dont know what i want so im sorry i cant answer that. i want to stop posting here and ill keep trying not to care but its difficult :c 
i also really dont know why people are reading so deep into things i post on twitter, i dont know im so bleh im sorry for doing this and posting here and being gross can you just pretend i never existed