oh, ki. you sweet thing. you notice how this thread is becoming less active dont you? im sure you do. youre reaching a critical point ok? the point where either you post here more and open up to us more and let us into your life, and let us buy you cute things, or the interest in you is going to fade. its already fading. soon no one here is going to care anymore. is that what you want? if so, ok i guess. good luck i guess. its sad though because you have so much potential, but you wont force yourself out of your comfort zone at all.