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The people blaming you for her death are just obsessives lashing out at you as a scapegoat. I am sorry. You are deeply traumatized and I don’t blame you. I hope you are either in therapy or can get therapy someday. Most therapy is scammy, but not for PTSD. I have trauma myself that has reshaped my life so I understand. But anyway, drug addicts feed into and enable each others addictions, it’s just how it goes, you are just not in your right mind when that high all the time. You are not to blame. I completely believe you. I think most people do, but they’re just too bitter and grief filled over Ciara's death that they just want someone to blame. She was always on a fast road to death. It could have been anyone with her that night.