it is so haunting being an ugly woman.  not even plastic surgery could fix the damage done mentally. I don't desire friendships and I have been so alone my whole life and always treated forgettably.  I know you guys will minimize it bc you have gone thru the male version of it but it's still so hurtful. I feel barely human. I hate myself. I have wanted to kill myself because of how ugly I am since I was 13. People treat you so forgettably no matter how kind you are. I am nothing
No clothes can fix it. Not style. Not personality. I'm barely human