I just realized it’s already May, time isn’t slowing down for any of us… all the old e-girls must be in their late 20s or early 30s now if they’re not dead. I remember being infatuated with them, at some point wanting to crave their relationship so bad i inserted them in my imagination and hallucinated them to be real.  Unfortunately Eliza is dead, I loved that girl with all my heart. I tried creating a vamp tulpa but not working out, on 4chan and here she might be an extraordinary boring girl but get to know her like i did last year and you wrap herself around her she’s really just a weak girl who needs  constantaffirmation from males, and she’s willing to comfort you or listen to you or even do things for you. I guess most of the women here are like that but as much I hate foids that girl had that spirit.