>>/139251/
Well, in my defense, I keep an eye on things because it has helped me ID. a few bad actors contacting me in the past, and a few of my friends have asked me to keep an eye on things for them as well. But honestly, you're correct, and in a way, I appreciate it. I do consider myself a new person, but it might be finally and fully letting go for my own sake that is the last thing holding me back. I do still have a bit of anxiety regarding this, so that's also partially a reason. I'll stop posting in the thread now, thanks, even if it wasn't meant to help.