>>/141281/
> all of the other girls who threaten suicide on this board
Worth noting that while it's very common to read threats of suicide, its not as common that they actually go through with it. If you were more earnest I might try to contact you but at least for right now its evidently another in the category of "cries for help". Not to rain on your parade too much but at least it makes for an interesting change in subject matter on this dying imageboard.
>>/141282/
You'd feel it yeah, and it'd be unpleasant, but not among the worst ways to go in my opinion. The trick with that is actually ensuring success. Lakes are usually public spaces with a lot of potential witnesses and good samaritans. You might even panic and change your mind, making for quite the misadventure. You can drown in the comfort of your own home, but exit bag setups sound preferable to that.