>>/145071/
I would rather let them harass me than other girls. thats what im trying to do.
yet people rather think im trying to "steal attention from ki"
 >>/145072/
im just based likedat. I try to be a total machiavellian, but I do have morals when it comes to people I love. and for the people I hate, well, I am still giving them the time of day.
look at his last reply.
they genuinely think that people believe that I myself admitted that I love fucking animals and fantasize about black people's dicks. I dont even like porn, everyone that talked to me for more than a second knows this. I masturbate closing my eyes or reading how people lust for me.
yet they still like to talk about how they totally pwned me, because I gave them a (fake) sense of power, they are willing to do anything to relive that moment.
yes, maybe I gave into people more than I shouldve in times I was afraid, but there are not many times I am not calculating, even while high- well, at least conscious. not 10 Xanaxs deep along with countless beers xD I make mistakes too okay???
anyway, I like to hide my "power level" if you so please. and even though im telling this, I will still not let you know, if what I am feeling is real, or not. because thats the beauty of it. I do feel real things, im not a typical liar, I only lie when I have to.

the only reason I am like this is that there is evil people around me. I rather have them target me, because I see myself as mentally stronger than other girls and I dont want them to be hurt.

I will be 100% myself and "not machiavellian" when its just no pedros here. im just here to jag off god damn it!