i've been hard on you ki precisely because i think you should not be here, because i suspected things like this would happen. i have not posted in your threads in ages tho because you seemed like a lost cause. but this makes me very sad and i want you to know that regardless of any mistakes you have made, you do not deserve this at all and i hope this guy gets locked up. he is evil. you are just troubled and young and lost and unwell and he took advantage of that. good luck and don't let men control you.