Ki you literally do not have autism. Look at Kennedi's social media. https://letterboxd.com/heartbeat/films/reviews/by/added/
THIS is what adult female autism is. You are literally cutting yourself, hitting yourself for pedrophiles you call dada for your fetish, hypersexual, shilling yourself on image boards and com servers, ruining your own life, histrionic, unstable, and more. That is not autism. Autistic girls are wholesome and nice and modest, and theyre always averse to attention. You are just looking for a different label to explain how fucked up you are because you know BPD is bad person disorder. But you dont have to stay a bad person. BPD can be undone in therapy, autism cant. And you desperately need to fix this shit, not be enabled.