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You said you want someone to care so I'm caring enough to do this.
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I think this bothers you so much because you feel wronged due to not having received what you'd deem sufficient payoff for the investment you made. It seems like an injustice, but remember that this wasn't some kind of contractual agreement, you just took your shot and it missed.