is there any benefit to following e-girl niche internet microcelebrities for their male audience? 

I'm assuming of course that you're not jerking off to any of them and if you are, what's the benefit ignoring that? 

I'm a person that thinks about endgoals but I feel like I don't know what I'm doing browsing here.

Sometimes it feels nice that I'm part of a group and sometimes it feels like I'm empty inside