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Therapy. Get a therapist and tell them exactly what you wrote here. Talking about it will help free you from obsession. Important thing to realize is that it's not actually about Belle but your idea of her and the escapism of fantasizing about her fixing your life. If you had never seen Belle it would have happened with someone else. It's something deeper than Belle probably related to something that happened early in your life making you feel a certain way. I wish you luck. Don't be afraid to try medication, don't be afraid to seek help, don't be afraid to be honest.