Happy Thanksgiving Chanchan... you are absolutely loved and missed. I'm sorry for my dumbass way of going about all this. You never have to talk to me or be my friend again, but please just get better and get safe.

there's a reason we met.

you helped me, and i'm trying to help you. but you were definitely better at it...

i do love you, not 'in love' with you, but i care deeply about you as my friend. i just want you to know that. i always have. i wish we could have met. i think we'd have done some really cool shit together. made some cool music. and maybe that'll still happen some day, cus life isn't over. tomorrow is a new day. a new you. a new me.

Til next time Chanchan...