She's not even real just pictures on the internet. I had a dream once we were happy and had a life together. We were perfect for each other despite all of our flaws, the best I've ever felt in my life and she told me the best she's ever felt or done in hers. We had a nice comfy home, we were going to get married and have children together. We spent every day together. We laughed together, cried together, made love together, shared everything together. It was the most vivid awesome dream of my life. 

Then I woke up from what seemed an eternity and the sad realization set in. She wasn't really there by my side, I never knew her, she never loved me, we never had a life together it was all just a stupid dream. I miss her and love her with all my heart but I never really even knew her and the only time I'll see her is when I close my eyes.