You're not Nick. Some troll trying to stir the pot trying to be funny or making things confusing or maybe a (old) friend of him. He doesn't type like that. There's massive undeniable evidence I had a relationship with him that breaks your story apart. I am not making things up.

I don't think he was ever real friends with Marky since he said he wasn't sure they were but he liked to think he was friends with her. 

I documented a lot of the "degenerate stuff" Nick did and say so I could convince him to change his ways and stick to adult 18+. It was only temporarily useful and ended up being in vain. He succumbed back early April to it and said to me "he got defiant and embraced his depravity" in his own words and I just have to accept his "interest" of cute little young girls or stop crying about it or break up. I really freaked out because he turned a switch in instant and seemed to change from kind loving person that wanted nothing more than me to visit him in USA and make things work, ashamed of the terrrible things he did, stopped with all this sexualized (realistic looking) children, preteen, young teenager crap to someone who did a 180 and didn't give a shit. 

He's not really a "creepy" doll man I think, never saw him like that I found it cute in the beginning. He has a few of those bjd and some other type ones. Pauline and forgot what they are called. He said to me he was sad when Marky sold them. I realize now he copied several habits/hobbies of Marky or whenever he started joining egirl servers orbiting them to maybe relate to their interests? He has mental illnesses as well only he's not sure what they are, they change a lot. Don't think he (or if you're reading this Nick) should keep hanging out on mental illness underage girls tiktok zone, that's not good for your own mental health/sanity. This worship I've seen and romanticizing of disorders. But he seems to be there daily to interact with the girls and enjoy their personalities, faces and bodies of underage girls which must be addicting to him. 

Also I could accept someone for having mental illness or anime like dolls but it's the other behavior of him that I cannot ever come to terms with. Being way too fixated on underage daily and making pedo or borderline to it comments everyday especially like he did in January. This repulsive things on pixiv. I cannot form relationship with such a person, it's extremely painful. 

Everyone here is calling him a pedophile but he will claim he's a hebephile (11-14) and eheb at worst (and even likes this 30 year old politician girl so his interests in females can be older) even though he's proud of the AI generated realistic like CP pictures of children and preteens he's made with stable diffusion and considers/acts like it his own artistic talent/skills. Normal people in real life/non-4chanites will not make the distinction between pedo and hebe. It's the same to them so what I'm doing is quite weird as well being specific about it. 

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