I sure do miss her. more than anything, I dont want marky to remembered as 'the girl who had it all and wasted all her potential'. Im the male version of that, in a way, so I am rooting for her to succeed and beat this. Its never too late. 

whenever its nearing the 4th of july, I think about what itd be like to sit on the roof with her in rhode island and watch the pretty fireworks over the water as we cuddle and hold hands as the sky lights up with wonder. I cant be the only one who thinks this way