Marky, I think I've figured out your life path: you are meant to be like your grandma. the one who traveled everywhere and loved teaching and going new places and always learning new things. you have a restless, wandering spirit just like her. You are meant to roam. Some people are not meant to settle down and get married and have kids, that life isnt for everyone and thats ok. I beleive you will follow in your grandmas footsteps. you should be out there hiking the snowy french alps, swimming with the dolphins in the beaches of australia, and foraging through the steamy jungles of south america. this is the life you are meant to live.