Who was the faggot the called "pretentious"? I am not :^3

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My inanity #9 is pretty adorable compared to how low society has fallen.

Anyways, it's true I am not happy atm, but a lot of it is my own choice. I choose remorse rather than to forget, because at least someone needs to share and understand that anthropogenic pain emerging from impotence and uncertainty.

If she felt the same, at least at first, then my choice is not as crazy or self-serving as some might believe. Also, I'm busy with different projects so the mental torment I put myself under might not be comparable to the one she went through. At first she might have gone through half a dozen emotions trying to operate reality, perhaps in non-operative ways. That desperation would have not only hurt her emotionally, but exhausted her; to the point that she might have made choices and excuses that are blamed on me.