Marky is a victim of her own moral and spiritual sickness. She has made her life a vaccuum of evil. The people and things she surrounds herself with are all evil and unnatural and she sees them as good and desirable. She is drawn to dark like a moth to flame. This sort of evil erodes the soul which is why in her emptiness she seeks escape in drugs, media, the internet, men and why she has such little regard for her own life she does things like drink herself nearly to death or drive recklessly, crash two cars and then gloat about it and other self destructive acts. I pity her for the suffering she inflicts on herself and pray for her salvation, that she choose to reject what the soul knows is not good.