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I suffer from PTSD after being raped/beaten dozens of times in my childhood. 
every fucking morning i wake up with that shit on my mind, and this feeling as if someone had died, as if something terrible had happened and I had witnessed it, this feeling continues for the rest of the day until I came home at night, to have more nightmares and wake up suddenly in the middle of the night, thinking about death and destiny, and how my life has no possible solution

I know that she was not raped, no one can live happily after that. she is probably lying to justify her behavior,

at least her beautiful face has served to me as a paleative, as a placebo for my mind, so I don't have my mind full of shit all the time (I cannot be alone with my mind, in silence)