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On top of this she has hard far more sex than you and is still having more sex than you, meaning she has bonded with multiple men. Her first few having the strongest emotional bonds with her. Likely ruthless guys who played with her emotions, which she liked while pretending she hated him. I watched women in my family and girls at school do exactly that. 
You're probably a good wholesome dude, anon. Have more fucking respect for yourself.