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> Is it possible to have a longterm healthy relationship with any e-girl?

Usually people don't want to stay with girls like this for long principally because they leave a shitload of damage. It eats at you from the inside and sap all of your energy.

I fell for this trap a grand total of one time in my life. Not with a yandere, but with an emotionally dependant manipulator and I fell head over heels for her. The experience has left me with so much butthurt that I haven't ever felt anything for any girl I have dated afterwards. Obsessive loves makes you completely blind. I was absolutely obsessed with her and saw her as the greatest gift of our great God on this earth even though I could see the mistreatment right in my face, even though I knew when she was lying, which was all the time. It's just that nothing of it seemed to register in my mind. I knew, I simply didn't care. 
But then when all the lovey dovey bullshit starts to fade after a few months you start to get off your cloud and you notice just how much you'd actually hate her if you weren't in an intimate relationship with her. Any kind of girl like this registered as trash in my mind beforehand, but one had succeeded in trapping and I couldn't ever bring myself to hate her, then she ghosted me and I was so fucking mad that I legit turned insane and I probably still am. I can't feel anything intimate with women I talk to anymore. Everything they say to me sounds like trickery. It's not that I hate women in general. I actually had a good amount of purely platonic relationships with women, but any girl I date feels fake to me and my ability to trust women has been irreparably compromised.