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If you don’t idealize her, then why is it so disillusioning? Why does it matter at all? And because I know her ex is going to sperg at me, I’m not an Audrey simp. I just don’t get wasting energy on her in any direction. You’re clearly very invested in her and care a lot, but if you don’t idealize her, and don’t know her, what else is there to let you be so invested and let down?