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Hi! Just like the other anon said, I had clarified all of these. 
The body count was a larp, I have never had consensual sex. I've spoken about that in a discord server as well, so I'm not just making it up right now. 
>  parties
I had cleared this up as well previously, the 'parties' were me and my friend drinking on the floor of her college dorm room because she didn't have friends in college and I didn't have friends at home. 
>  sex after being high
This was hypothetical, and also I have quit all substances since getting my current job! That includes weed and alcohol. 
>  previous substance abuse 
I have gone through a lot in my life, and did not cope in the best ways! I am sober now and have been sober for a long time, and have no plans to relapse. 
Falling into the cycle of substances is something that happens very easily for a young woman with mental health issues in an alcoholic household. 
But yeah, thank u to that anon for trying to defend me, I hope this clears the air. If it doesn't, read it again :D