>>/60256/
> so i can at least have closure
The only closure to anything can only come from within you.

 >>/60307/
> was it all just an act?
It's not an act, she isn't consciously hurting her retarded orbiters, this is just how e-girl druggies are.
Never get involved on emotional level.

 >>/60318/
Pretty sure you are an adult man.
So either act like one or fuck off.