thanks for replying to me btw. today was pretty boring and sad. but i feel a bit better when you guys talk to me. even if it's mostly bad, a coupple people defend or say nice things to me and they make it so worth it. 
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i am not pure or bubbly though. i accepted this. i can still try to become happy. i miss anon and i want his attention. he might like me more if i try to stay positive like op said.