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Hi Cewl. It's good to hear from you. I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. Don't think you're crazy for feeling this way, I've been feeling this way a lot too, so I can understand. Cewl, you're so much stronger than you realize or give yourself credit for. I know things can seem dark and hopeless right now, but please don't tell yourself you can't get up when you fall. Please stay safe, Cewl. Make good choices because falling back into old bad habits will only make things worse in the end. Seeking cheap thrills may seem ideal right now, but it won't lead to anything good for you. I want you to live a quality life, Cewl, one where you have happiness and security. You're so loved, Cewl. Be safe.