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I know that feel, and I wish I didn't. I've wasted an unimaginable amount of time obsessing over these girls (one in particular), to the point where I feel it's had a very real detrimental impact on my life. I think to a large extent I do it just to distract myself and to avoid having to deal with my real problems. Though if I didn't do this maybe I would have just spent the time on something equally as useless. Sometimes I wish the internet didn't exist at all. It's hard to pull away, as much as I'd like to, especially when I don't really have anything to move on to. This kind of thing it's almost like a drug to me. Nothing good is ever going to come from this and I know that yet still I continue.