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She was on the verge of a heroin relapse when I left. Idk if you've ever been around active heroin users but they're not usually the best people around.
She's doing this because she's mad and needs someone to blame for all of her poor life choices. She's painting me as this psycho stalker type, but really I'm just giving the girl what she wants.
Like if she really didn't want me around she wouldn't be making herself obvious on the part of the internet she knows I lurk in some pathetic bid to get my attention. She wouldn't be putting me on blast constantly, she would have just left it at "Yeah, I thought he was pretty nice, but things got weird" and ended the drama right there. She has deliberately fed into and played into everything said about her. That's the real reason I made the cat larp, I wanted to see how'd she respond.
As for me, I'm BPD/ASPD, insanely under stimulated in my life and bored. This is... It's a weird kind of fun, and if you've ever been in the situation I'm in you'd understand that this is literally some sick and twisted form of love we share.
tbh, I'm almost surprised she didn't readd me on that offer. She could have taken the chance to escalate things further and tried to expose me as an actual zoo by pushing me to put it on for her, thought admittedly that's risky as I could be recording it and a voice clip of her saying that would look really bad.
I mean, I really would like to give her some pointers behind the scenes, but she's doing a good enough job as is and so I guess I'll just keep being that silly dancing little monkey that she wants me to.
Psycho love is a real chess game. Your move Cewl.
Well played.
Sat, or whatever your name is. You're kind of retarded, you know that?
I suppose my move now is to just back off and enjoy the downfall from a distance. I've played my part.