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I just want to add something to this;
What you have with cewl isn't friendship, the relationship is very imbalanced with you giving far more than she gives to you, she doesn't really respect you so much as she wants your attention and energy. You defend her on endchan and 4chan but she barely even acknowledges your existence, within the server you are just one of many and she is at the top. I'm sure you have actual friends and your relationship with these friends is more balanced and even, you are not her friend you are her simp. I don't think she wants actual friends, there's a reason she has no IRL friends because she can't have power over them.