>>/99485/
i love you iris, youre the best.
to others, To endchan;
>>/99182/
> leading on seriously damaged guys and immediately throwing shit in their faces when shit goes tits up.
i didnt lead him on. i was on 10 mg of xanax and iw as just sitting there high as fuck while he showed me zoophilia and BBC. i just did what he told me and even posted a vid of me masturbating that i only sent someone else because he was a paying customer (lol).
the next day after learning what he did to me i felt genuinely horrible and just wanted to get out of that situation with everyone knowing. i asked delastelle to help me and he did help me a lot. but cyanide took things very badly because hes legit insane and started smearing shit everywhere even when he wasnt the topic. ofc i didnt want to talk about what happened bw me and him, but he talked as if he didnt do anything wrong. so i tried to cut ties with gim slowly but it didnt work. this guy legit e-raped me with how i wasnt clearly concious as people who were on the stream that night remember. this guy showed me insane abuse levels of porn, animal abuse and shit. this guy is still to this day trying to become an e boy with how much people care about this topic. hes just trying to use the shitty thing that he did to become popular so he can do this to other people just like what happened with puka. its disgusting and i dont want to think about it anymore because i always think of what else happeend that night when i met him because i can only know what he told me and the discord messages. i sent this guy stuff just because he asked, i wasnt leading him on or anything, i talk to everyone that dms me, and i have problems saying no especially when im on that much of xanax.
im sorry if i made anyone mad but this is a personal issue and i dont ever want to talk about it again but cyanide always brings it up. it makes me not ever wanna post nudes or anything like that again because i attract insane people like donut or cyanide. (im mad at donut because she was one of my biggest haters behind my back and was talking to me like nothing and it reminded me of my high school bullies so i am very sad about that too.)
with everything being talked about; im sorry ive been boring. i just wanna sit around talk to my comfy dc server and play ff. i would stream it but i just dont want to give him another chance to interact with me, or any hater, because these people just want to bring me down and drive me to legit suicide. and another person i deemed as a friend also turned out to be insane. thats why ive been inactive here as well.
im thankful to everyone thats saying good things to me, and supporting me through this time.
i dont like how big this deal has gotten. the guys obv a groomer that made the puka situation even worse, i cant velieve theres people defending her. and if they are, theyre not my fans/friends. they cant bebruh. bcs who would fall for his lies?