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Two Years Anniversary edition

Accounts:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ9RMCyhzW4C4NNmdPL52KA
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCu9o7qp1eQ-xFslqJHSiMYg
https://www.tiktok.com/@grubage?  [Embed]
https://www.instagram.com/morrisseyrocks/
https://www.instagram.com/weepwah/
https://open.spotify.com/user/12147684869?si=56f9a816ccd64e5f
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/1YYYZ1U1QSUFC?ref_=wl_share
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/plsluvme267
https://linktr.ee/morrisseyrocks
https://www.reddit.com/user/hamsters-/
https://www.facebook.com/ciarasheep

Archives:
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https://mega.nz/file/iWJCFBYK#XDr1bzq2cK_CSiRVPtLXMFHg7O-I0baUjYHmRwf0O3w
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Links are safe and no illegal content

Previous Thread:  >>/5410/
 >>/10155/
It's so unreal to see her picture smiling there, all the things she never saw, and a bunch of her fans living in her past, they will never see new pictures of her, they will never really know her, worshipping pictures of a dead person.
 >>/10260/
A lot of the early Ciara-chan videos that we have are quite low resolution and taken with a cheap webcam. Thus the videos are gonna produce a blurry AI. I think it'd make sense to:

1. AI upscale ciara's older more extensive videos first. 
2. Source more of the higher resolution material.
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 >>/10294/
I foresaw everything and did a photo upscaling with remini and topaz video AI
I currently have 24,000 images of the dataset, what I miss the most in her videos is various lighting conditions to achieve an even better quality of fakes
 >>/10298/
I assume she got her street pressed xanax bars from NYC assuming my same dealer. It is pressed with crap. I did a lab test of it, lost the report but remember it contained mostly antihistamines, caffeine and of course Fentanil. Unfortunately I did not overdose yet, maybe cause I'm a FAT FUCK!
 >>/10558/
Haven't seen this picture before. Looking very seXXXy here. Which month and year was this picture taken? Also who were those 2 black gentlemen? Thank you, best regards.
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 >>/10558/
I do daily searches on desuarchive for Ciara and sometimes I see new pictures I never saw before. No clue why those dudes would be taking a picture with Ciara-san. The actual thread was from /trash/, so it might have been the unconventional Ciara poster.
> Ciara. She ripped me off for USD 150. She was supposed to send me something that included international tracking but it never came! I was so stupid to be allowed getting ripped off. I was young and stupid. I feel like crying now... 

https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/67671318/#67671396

Based Ciara dabbing on orbiter scum.
 >>/10608/
I took another one of us holding hands from her phone around that time period in that Target I took that one, but I asked her to not share it. She probably only didn't because you couldn't identify either of us. And another where I was squishing her cheeks from phone which I deleted later. There are probably more with other people. You should never take her at her word because she was usually either being intentionally or unintentionally dishonest.
Ciara-chan posted a few recordings where she discussed her therapies. One with her psychiatrist which she clandestinely recorded, where they discsused her medication. Then the other was a vocaroo which she discussed her therapy, which she describes as going well. DBT Dialectical behavior therapy it was called.

A lot of good that all did. Ciara was falling apart and these little bandaids did nothing.
 >>/10636/
Look at it this way. Yes, she died young, but it was a accident as a result of negligent drug usage. Plenty of people do drugs every day for decades without dying. She was too reckless and arrogant to take proper precautions because young people feel invincible, especially already unstable young people. But looking at her life overall, Ciara made huge strides in becoming a better, more well adjusted person. Did she get transformed into a perfect citizen? No. A good person? Not even. But she improved a lot, besides the anorexia which only seemed to worsen. But in the end most of her sadistic traits were gone. Not all, but most. I'm not under any delusion that she was ever going to become a great person or that if she hadn't died she'd be perfectly happy and functional by now. I think even if she had been successfully narcanned again she would end up killing herself afterwards either purposefully or on accident. But she did make a lot of progress. Not that its worth anything.
I feel miserable like i knew about ciara after her dead and i'm watching pics, old vids, reading names, i don't know shit about background, she was so fucking beautiful, i guess i missed that time of discord e girls
 >>/10638/
her death was on purpose, she finely crushed 20 street benzos laced with fentanyl and snorted it all. Drank 1 bottle of jim beam and smoked 5 grams of heroin off the foil. JD was there to make sure she died and make it seem like its an accident. Also JD was instructed to shoot Ciara to her veins Chinese pharmaceutical Fentanyl HCL bought off the darknet  in case the OD was not high enough.
 >>/10638/
> But looking at her life overall, Ciara made huge strides in becoming a better, more well adjusted person. 

She didn't do anything, and was continuing her downward spiral. Opioids are already dangerous, but fent usage is just asking for death. 

She made the choice that her only goals in life are to scam, get high, and fuck. That came with the price of high risk of death, and she paid it.
 >>/10673/
Nice fantasy. I also think her heroin usage is overblown, especially by her. She was more into benzos and fent laced benzos. 

Trying to square that this was her plan is stupid. She was just irresponsible and very dumb.
 >>/10677/
> 
This 

She had life on a silver platter, wealthy parents and enough charm to get by socially. should have just continued college and gotten far and away from r9k and her internet discord friends 

i blame her parents tbh
> Last November, the US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention indicated that for the first time, drug overdose deaths topped 100,000 annually. According to the CDC, more than 102,000 Americans die of diabetes each year, and more 134,000 die from Alzheimer’s Disease.

> A large portion of these overdose deaths are attributed to opioids. The CDC estimates approximately 75,000 of the deaths in that 12-month period were caused by opioids.

https://www.kunc.org/show/kuncs-colorado-edition/2022-03-07/how-the-pandemic-has-worsened-colorados-part-in-americas-overdose-death-epidemic
something about seeing her with blue/pink hair completely breaks the immersion,  it doesnt feel something she’d do
 >>/10921/
dude, come on, make more of these with other egirls please. there is enough reference material of agatha, ashley and sunny. you can also deepfake voices now to make them sound more like the real person in the video
 >>/10993/
wasnt there a time before she went green, she was briefly on a blonde or bleach or whatever color? cant remember memory's hazy...
 >>/10683/
can't argue with the rest, but her parents were not wealthy by any stretch of the imagination. they were completely average middle class.
 >>/11056/
175k is more than double the median US household income, it's around the 85th percentile of all households. So, yeah, it is a lot.
It makes me very sad that I won't ever be able to hold ciara in my arms or kiss her on her forehead.
I had a dream about her today, which is weird because I never followed her. She once remarked "goes down slowly" on a song I posted then popped up in voice chat only to remain by herself for a while afterwards. In my dream, she had more of the face of Sunny whom I never followed either...
 >>/11089/
So, I'm calling to her from my window and pronouncing her name as though it rhymes with 'tiara', but at least getting the K sound right, and she is correcting me as she walks up my steps and in through the door. The next thing I know, she is using a lawn mower on my carpet and saying she needs to vacuum under my bed. I just remember thinking I have to get out of here, this is crazy. There were lots of other people I don't know in my house.
 >>/11089/
 >>/11133/
I had a few Ciara dreams and posted them to r9k. Ciara, being alive at the time, read them in the archives because she searched for her own name every day. She made reference to my dream post in her video where she lets her orbiters go. 

Little did she know: we're here forever.
 >>/11148/
Where forever? Think about that. 

I'm a Christian and I love the story of Jesus casting that "Legion" of demons into the pigs because they beg for some earthly body to inhabit. Because they know of the elsewhere in torment they would be, and they know of their eventual demise (think "blotting out") that occurs in the eventual hereafter. You have a supreme God to thank for this since, after all, in Heaven there is nothing that offends. Ciara must have wanted to let go of her orbiters because of some offense she felt was being taken, or even being given by her, and I have to respect that.

In my dream, her face was morphing because I'm not sure who she really is among others who have been brought up in this orbiting community, who may have generally the same kind of views. As the lawnmower was going back and forth, I noticed gashes being gouged into the carpet when searching to and fro for some sense of friendliness or good reason in her eyes. It came and went, as oft what happens when I try to look for a compassionate quality in some people. And I just thank God we are all human, that good/bad equates to life/death, and Ciara is certainly on one side or the other of the gulf in paradise right now, but at least not in torment.

Now, if by forever you mean Ciara is still enjoying herself getting fucked with her face digitally stitched onto pornobodies, you can't be serious. Even the internet is temporal, and most of these girls spend their time pointing guys one way or another to give up their cum in such fantastic ways, you might even believe in the same spiritual exchanges that I speak of.
I havent visited 4chan or r9k in several years but I saw a chick on tinder using Ciara's pics and a bunch of memories came flooding back,  discovered this threat.  Really sad to hear about her
I had a girlfriend that looked very similar to Ciara. We broke up after 2 years. I used to really enjoy looking at Ciara pics but now I am unable to. Life has never been the same and I feel empty.
who is talking to who here? I always thougth this was Ciara, but the cut off message at the bottom is "Bianca stop telling me...".

I doubt Bianca would be talking in third person. So is it actually Bianca on the left or right?
 >>/11626/
I've never seen this pic of her before? I thought it was shopped but it's not?? There is no blur from ai either. This is a real pic.
 >>/11659/
I learned of a leaf which grows in heaven that when you eat it, all weariness and boredom is cured. But now I'm being redundant. It's ok to just grow old and die
 >>/11665/
Why do you even care so much? What would happen in your life if this board got deleted? If you'd be genuinely sad or bored without it, that's even more of a reason this place should just shut down already. This shouldn't be more than entertainment for anyone, but it's not even slightly entertaining anymore. Most people here are just keeping up for the sake of it because it's what they've done for years. But some have parasocial obsessive attachments to the people posted. All around pathetic and not worth enabling. My two cents.
I know this sounds like “my uncle works for Nintendo” type of deal but my mother works with Ciara’s mom and I can confirm she is in fact dead.
 >>/11777/
Yeah she did. In Philadelphia. My mom used to tell me how the horan family is weird but hides behind closed doors with being well off. Ciaras mom doesn’t even sleep in the same room with her dad
I've attempted to contact Ciara's soul through astral projection, but have so far failed to do so. That could mean her soul has moved on from purgatory or she never died in the first place. I will give updates if I have more information.
 >>/11794/
Ciara made videos playing with her anorexic pussy just days before her death. she used the money raised to buy the benzo/fent pills that killed her.
 >>/11794/
She's still taking nudes in the "after-life" and ONLY providing them to the true and most dedicated Ciara-worshippers (you know who you are).
 >>/11820/
> She's still taking nudes in the "after-life" and ONLY providing them to the true and most dedicated Ciara-worshippers (you know who you are).

is this implying she's alive?
Anyone know what happened ot that Noah feller? He was more into opioids than she was, so I wonder if he OD'd himself.
last thing i ever said to her was a comment on one of her youtubes "i can smell your cunt". she died not too long after
Will Angel ciara ever return? I heard of some epople being visited by her in the night. Could this mean anything ?
My ex looks vaguely like Ciara. Pale, Irish American (partly). Eating disorder really bad. BPD. When I heard Ciara died, it pushed me overboard and I went all in on helping my gf out of her shit life situation. She’s on a much better path now, still fighting her demons, but she has big dreams now. We don’t talk much, but we are on good terms.
 >>/12305/
An AI is trained on various Ciara pictures, then is told to create a new one. You can tell which era it's trained on given how blurry it is, and how it looks like awkward dorky 15-16 Ciara-chan.
Soon, we will all be able to have our own very own Ciara Horan artificial intelligence-but-highly-real-living-technology to spend time with especially in an intimate setting.
she is still alive, but please... leave her alone. let rest her in peace. she needs peace and love.
 >>/12496/
I don't buy she's alive simply for the fact that her junkie friends couldn't keep a secret that big. And internet addict Ciara couldn't stay away.
 >>/12501/
If you're ciara or her friends, please provide definitive evidence of her existence or death. If you can't, at least restore her privated accounts
I live very near her and 3.5 months after her alleged death, she returned home to pack her stuff in suitcases...then she disappeared. Anyway, an anon already posted clues about where she went. SHE'S STILL ALIVE, CHANGED INDENTITIY AND MOVED TO ANOTHER COUNTRY. If you don't believe me, eventuall you'll probably get the answer someway or another.
do you think our angel would use American or international date format? I'm convinced there must be a clue in the Roman numerals, the only question is whether she would use

IV XX MM - II VIII MMXX
or
XX IV MM - VIII II MMXX

there could be clues elsewhere, of course.
she lived 19 years, 9 months, 19 days, or 7233 days
or 173529 hours
or 10415520 minutes
or 624931200 seconds.

these are approximations of course, but a good place to start unless someone out there knows what time of day she was born and what time of day she died.
 >>/12577/
 >>/12555/
Her being alive makes no sense. 

1. The weak link in the conspiracy is her crooked junkie friends. JD especially since he was there. What motive do they have to keep up the charade? These people couldn't keep a secret if they tried. 

2. An internet addict couldn't be kept off the net for this long. She would at least be in discord groups. 

3. Lots of fan fiction and claims but no one has any evidence of her being alive.
 >>/12776/
> 
> girl on the right in the first video looks like fat ciara

cuz it's her sister. All the Horan sisters are nuts and they look like variations of each other.
 >>/12838/
I dont' know who is who but they're all nutjobs. The younger one had an "e-girl" style profile last I checked so she's going down the same route.
 >>/12844/
The one with the coke t-shirt. She made a comment somewhere that ciara was cremated, and her profile pic was tounge out tons of makeup "e-girl" style. Probably going the same route as ciara. I think their bloodline is cursed.
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 >>/12846/

aisling looks functional to me. she even have a partner who looks a decent guy.
if she sporadically consumes drugs on weekends, that does not make her a drug addict.
I have used drugs with lawyers, engineers, doctors, bank managers and they are all good functional people who are married with children and who get up early to work on Mondays and who in the afternoon come home to take care of their family and children. Using drugs doesn't define you as a person unless you're completely dysfunctional.
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 >>/12865/

you hate ciara and everything that has to do with her. your hatred is irrational and blind. your opinions cannot be trusted because they are not impartial. the hatred I perceive in you is as if you are demonized. I think the only way to help you is to destroy your body to save your soul. sorry bro, it's for your own good.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kira_(given_name)
> Kira is a mostly feminine name of multiple origins and meanings.
> The feminine form is pronounced /ˈkJərə/ KEER-ə or /ˈkiːrə/ KEE-rə. It might be a feminine form of the name Kiran, pronounced /ˈkJərən/ KEER-ən.
> In Russian Kira (Ки́pa) is the feminine form of the masculine name Kir, meaning "mistress, ruler"
> Kira is one of several Anglicized forms of the Irish name Ciara, which in Irish means "dark haired" (Ciara (/ˈkJərə/) is a popular Irish language female name)
> Kira also means "Strong Woman" in Slavonic.
 >>/12921/
this was a catfish account ran by a creepy old man who used photos of my friend to larp as her and attack other e-girls with while she was underaged. definitely not real and this is why she hides her face online now.
Ciara is obviously alive. Probably sipping a martini on some tahiti beach. you fools bought the official story hook line and sinker.
Each day I check here and the desuarchive for news about Cira. For over two years I have hope that this will be the day that it's found out Ciara is alive and well. How much longer should I keep hoping?
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I dunno if this helps, but the Philadelphia hotel in which she died is probably The Windsor Suites, going by the appearance of the carpet and door in her TikTok videos and druggy pic. But tere is the possibility that she stayed at another cheaper seedier hotel -- what is certain is that she had walked past Russell Byers Charter School on the night of Feb 6, as she posted a Tiktok video of herself dancing in front of the building with its distinctive red awning over the entrance.

The embedded timestamp of her last public TikTok video https://www.tiktok.com/@grubage/video/6790802504029359365 is 2020-02-07 20:21:57 UTC i.e. February 7 16:21:57/4.21pm Eastern Time, the afternoon before her death, but iirc her actual last Tiktok video is set to be only viewable by mutuals. I'd only need the URL to find the timestamp tho [Embed]
 >>/13161/
You can call up and ask them if Ciara died on Feb 8th there. You can say that you're a relative or friend and it was never confirmed the exact hotel they died in. If someone died there would be some record of it.
 >>/12845/
Left to right, they are: Kate (1 year older than Ciara, now Nate, ftm trans), Aisling (oldest sister), Helen (youngest sister), and of course Ciara
 >>/13456/
I've worked in the reservations office of a similar hotel before, and it's standard policy not to reveal the personal details of any guest over the phone. If you try  >>/13192/ the receptionist will probably politely inform you they don't know what you're talking about/never heard of such an incident or they don't discuss former guests. You'd have to personally know which concierges and front desk staff were on duty the night of Feb 8 2020 and get them to talk over drinks. Basically no hotel wants to be known for a drug addict OD'ing and dying in one of their rooms, it's bad for business
There was a major drug bust in Kensington after Ciara's death, per a local news report on Saturday, February 22, 2020
https://6abc.com/philadelphia-drug-bust-arrest-philly-arrests/5956298/
> PHILADELPHIA (WPVI) -- Philadelphia police on Friday [February 21 2020] announced a sweeping $1.2 million crime bust in the city's east division throughout the Kensington neighborhood.
> The bust resulted from a three day Philadelphia Police Department anti-crime initiative that targets areas impacted by high levels of gun violence.
> "The planning and prework probably started at least two weeks before that," said Philadelphia Police Deputy Commissioner Dennis Wilson. "They did a lot of surveillance hours, they made purchases all over east division - our 24th, 25th, 26th districts - so they were prepared on day one to serve search warrants."
> Officials searched 59 properties from February 12 through the 14.
Ciara OD'd on the night of Feb 8, Saturday. 
 >>/13214/
> Jay said Ciara went to Kensington with JT on the day she OD'd
JT said he and Ciara went to Kensington "the night before she died", Ciara OD'd the first time a few hours after the shopping trip but recovers. JT does drugs again in the morning then hangs out with her until "2.30", Ciara dies hours later. It's unclear if JT means 2:30pm in the afternoon, or 2:30am in the wee hours of the next morning. picrel their discord logs. The Kensington trip likely took place on the night of Feb 6, Ciara's discord messages showing off the pills  >>/10298/ are dated 02/06/2020, and the same pills are seen on the carpet of the hotel room  >>/13161/ Ciara's last public Tiktok was posted on Feb 7 2020, 4.21pm ET
So Ciara was alive and awake hanging out with JT until 2:30am Feb 8, and was found dead later that morning on Feb 8 by JT when he wakes up. 
Then the Philly PD begins a targeted drug bust of Kensington a few days afterward, posing as buyers and issuing search warrants for searches that were carried out Feb 12-14. JT doesn't appear to have faced any legal trouble for his involvement in her death, if she did die.
 >>/13460/
Correction: Ciara died on the morning of Feb 8, not the night of. 
Unless there's evidence JT and Ciara went to Kensington on the night of Feb 7, after Ciara posted her last TikTok video at 4.21pm that afternoon. Then Jay would have to had taken an afternoon nap at 2.30pm on Feb 8, and woke up that night to find Ciara already dead.
 >>/13461/
As someone who's known a lot of junkies, I have NO idea why they didn't have narcan immediately on hand and clearly accessible. That's a no brainer. Every smart junkie that isn't on the streets does this by now, I'm not sure why they didn't. Too careless. Not saying it was deserved or anything, it's just frustrating someone had to die because of it.
 >>/13463/
> "tore up the room looking for narcan the first time...

So they did have it. He used it once. He's an idiot druggie so he's not clear in how he talks.
 >>/13460/
> Then the Philly PD begins a targeted drug bust of Kensington a few days afterward, posing as buyers and issuing search warrants for searches that were carried out Feb 12-14. JT doesn't appear to have faced any legal trouble for his involvement in her death, if she did die.

Interesting that the timeline matches perfectly for Ciara's death being the trigger for the investigation into Kensington. It's much much easier to do undercover deals and busts than to rely upon shitty witnesses like JT so they don't even bother. But they can use such information to know exactly who is selling what and where so they can then launch sting operations.
 >>/13464/
> tear the room up looking for narcan like i did the first night she overdosed
The thing is, he didn't use narcan the first night she overdosed, at least he doesn't say he did in that screenshot. Only mentions forbiddenR. But even if he had used narcan that first night, I have no idea why there either wasn't more, or why the stash had been misplaced after that. It needs to always be very obviously placed in the open for easy access at all times when drugs are being used.
 >>/13466/
Ciara had a huge god complex and thought she was invincible. Consider it a combination of youth and narcissism. It bit her in the ass in the end.
 >>/13465/
JT said they bought heroin in Kensington the night before Ciara died so the police should have found heroin in the hotel room. I wonder why JT didn't get charged with possession of an illegal substance. Maybe he told them the heroin belonged to Ciara (who is conveniently dead), also the hotel room was likely booked under Ciara's name, hence nothing to tie him personally to the heroin.

 >>/13460/
 >>/13462/
Ciara didn't get the white pills (benzos) from Kensington, she already had them before the Kensington trip as JT said she benzoed him up. It's still unclear if they made the Uber trip to Kensington on the night of Feb 6 or the night of Feb 7. Probably the latter, Ciara probably wouldn't be lucid enough to edit TikTok videos the afternoon after the first overdose.
 >>/13461/
Such a big thing in my relationship with Ciara was separating her from the people indifferent or encouraging of her drug use and scamming in SSTC. JT being part of that group. It's a shame Jay never had the ability to research or use common sense properly and trusted Ciara's stories about others. Then again I'm not sure he would've done anything with his hands off approach to her. What a sad and preventable death.
 >>/13483/
Ciara just wanted a base of operations away from prying eyes to scam and do drugs with. If Jay ever tried to act like her dad she'd just leave him and shack up with another fool.
The drug bust is circumstantial evidence that Ciara did indeed die on Feb 8th, 2020. A young woman's death is exactly the sort of event that would trigger a police investigation into her dealers.
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this channel has a lot backed up too https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCc4cJfB2BG5bShnp9dAePJg

> pic rel is fully rendered by AI. I legit cannot wait for futuristic AI technology to bring her back, it's literal lifefuel.
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 >>/13484/
That's probably true, but I like to think there was a chance to save her. That there was some real glimmer of hope beneath all the pain she went through. I still think I could've if I had never publicly shamed her. She never forgave or respected me the same after those vacation leaks and it still hurts thinking she'd have nightmares over it.
 >>/13485/
I was only giving her RC benzos because she had convinced me she needed them to gain weight (so she wouldn't get locked up again for being too anorexic) and was using them responsibly. 
I logged into a bunch of her accounts when she was in Ireland on vacation (while I was renting near her) and saw she was lying about the weight issue unfortunately. Normally I was only allowed on her accounts when she was online and I couldn't leave anyone on "seen", but I logged in after thinking her Mom deleted her socials and couldn't resist looking through everything and baiting people for info. 
Was going to stop after learning that until she started threatening me (only showed Maimon and S*nny that since I tried to keep my conflicts with her as private as I could) for not continuing to buy her more, and using her Target work money on rent+food+gas instead. So I continued until I stopped renting and moved back.
I never wanted her to be on drugs, and the main concern for me was her opiate use due to her public and private messages to me about Fent+Heroin. I still blame myself for caving in person, I don't think she would've had the guts to threaten me in person. All her meanness was mostly behind a screen and she really was sweet and kind when she tried to be.
Sorry for the rambling messages and not responding sooner, I like to check in because the conspiratard cope she's not dead is actually pretty helpful in dealing with my feelings about all this.
 >>/13514/
Thanks for sharing, Michael. I still remember the video Ciara made (in a bathroom stall?) giving her side of the story behind the leaks, so it's nice to hear your perspective as counterpoint.
Do I kill myself in the name of Ciara? Me and her never interacted and ever since she died my life has been spiralling in every way. If I kill myself we can be together forever in the afterlife.
Guys... what the fuck even is this. Is it even worth trying to report?

https://twitter.com/DahliaILP
 >>/13571/
doubt there’s any relation. the account is entirely in spanish so it’s gonna suggest it’s followers and following, entirely spanish names. sosa did some weird things but he wouldn’t have any part in something like this especially after the legal troubles
 >>/13584/
A spic scamming paypigs using Ciara's nudes. Someone should inform her dad of this...
https://chambers.com/lawyer/tom-horan-usa-5:25937777
 >>/13647/
Marky said it's mean and destructive to even talk about her in this place. Tom owns the copyright to Ciara's images (as she died without a spouse or descendants, her estate goes to her parents), and he's a lawyer, he could do something about the scammer.
 >>/13666/
> chronic attention whoring and drugs

Yes, but why? 

> 

    At age 7, while the family was taking a train to visit relatives in southern Alabama, Nannie hit her head on a metal bar on the seat in front of her when the train suddenly stopped. For years after, she suffered severe headaches, blackouts and depression. Doss blamed these and her mental instability on that accident.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nannie_Doss

Could Ciara's multiple concussions explain her sociopathy?
 >>/13748/
the kind of behavioral changes that would result from CTE or whatever else you can get from multiple concussions wouldn't be evident in a 20 y.o. whose brain was still growing. she was just a little crazy
 >>/13768/
> i miss her so much

She was 100% certifiably completely insane and had psychopathy. She would lie, cheat, and steal. She not only did these things but reveled in it. How can you like someone so objectively evil?
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 >>/13748/
I imagine there are mental illnesses that arise from mental trauma, and others from physical trauma
There's a youtuber called Katzun who made storytime animation videos. One day she fell and hit her head on the sidewalk pretty badly. Shortly afterwards, she became an ultra SJW trans furry socialist woke lesbian, got a bunch of piercings and tattoos, and started dying her hair and getting retarded haircuts. She also stopped making youtube videos and started selling LGBT merchandise. It sure sounds like quite a huge fucking coincidence.
 >>/13825/
it is a coincidence, retard. you have any idea how many people sustain head injuries in falls and don't turn into SJW weirdos? If there is any causation, it probably runs the other way: people who are mentally ill are more likely to sustain head injuries than other people.
 >>/13833/
I didn't say it was a 100% chance to become a SJW after an injury you cummy bitch.
Someone is a perfectly normal woman for 18 years. Then has a serious head injury and two years later she cut off her tits, took hormones, and is mutilating her body. Yeah dude totally a coincidence.
I'm literally blown away by how retarded she is. Narcan is like a wonder-drug and it's keeping all the retarded junkies alive, but she can't seem to manage it?

Oh let me just do all this fentanyl. What could go wrong?

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