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She has birth control gut. Can spot it from a mile away. Birth control makes the body think it’s pregnant and it hangs onto water hard. It’s funny
Deleted the pics because I can't tell if she is 17 years and 364 day old or one day more.
Better post old hags from now on.
Thanks.
 >>/35794/
More information about cewl. She is a serbian biology student in Turkey, she is addicted to drugs and insists that she is a virgin.
 >>/35809/
 >>/35808/
Ok, so why is the other Anon so triggered?
I don't really know anything about her, but encountered her in a recent thread:
https://boards.4chan.org/r9k/thread/75173015#p75177572
And she doesn't seem too mad that she posted nudes.
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hey bottom of the barrell :3 i look way more different so here u go a new pic of me cosplaying as ashley (kinda) because i cant go on 4chan rn
Someone post more cewl nudes preferably the ones of her standing over the camera to flash is her roastie. So hot
Don't listen to this  >>/36160/ idiot, short neat nails are the sexiest if you have small hands.

Also, are you really a Serb? I'm sorry we bombed you.
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cant believe 4chanites think im hiding my chin because im leafy or some shit. youve literally seen it in other pics.

also surprised to see the pics i posted on tw didnt make it here lmao
 >>/36258/
tbh it's not a good idea to hide or edit parts of ur face cause it shows you're insecure about it.  + we've already seen your whole face by now anyway. still cute tbh.
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 >>/36260/
i cut my nails (and bite them like the goblin i am because they are the most nutritious thing i eat and keratine if u count it as a protein) because i do experiments. porn stars grow their nails long because they want to appeal to males.
 >>/36262/
i dont have access to it anymore but ill post one here
 >>/36265/
yeah so why bully lmao, go bully the shoopers like empath kek

ignore le filter i just wanted to fit in with the other girls
 >>/36286/
is that how you imagine us to look like? i'm 23, thick hair, i work as machine learning engineer, rent. we're not all losers here.. anyway post more pics i need to cry.
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moar pics so those retards learn what an angle is. plus i sent THAT >>/35800/ to a "close friend" just to say good night, with a smiling face. just to make him happy. i got backstabbed... no makeup either 


but... BEHAVE.. alright
But yeah I don't think any new egirl will be able to get any sort of attention from now on since the older egirls start getting jealous and send their army after them. It's sad.
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> use filter once to fit in with the other girls
> got bashed for it
hey, i posted that in a pm, got backstabbed and got it leaked. it was for a frens eyes, not one i would post on 9k
 >>/75208410/
that was for the roastie toastie spam
 >>/75208561/
i put those on /agatha2/ myself so no leaks
just cause this board doesnt let u post urself, but hey, its not lewd amirite

can someone post this for me on the thread? im banned appearently see picrel
 >>/36292/
ermmm what the flip i forgot about the file limit but i cant select the videos now?? like it doesnt show up. what the hell
 >>/36488/
Wonder what your dad would think about you posting your nudes on an incel forum and getting addicted to drugs with the money he worked for...
 >>/36492/
ill die before he finds out. im sorry parents, but im really suicidal... i just wish i could run away from who i actually am like i do on the internet
 >>/36493/
> im really suicidal... i just wish i could run away from who i actually am
I've heard these same words from at least a dozen e-girls, but I still haven't figured out what they actually mean with it. Like, is it related to some kind of mental illness or do you actually feel trapped in a person/personality you hate and cannot escape?
I can't believe this internet angel feels unironically suicidal what the FUCK went wrong here. Fuck. Smart and cute and funny and lovely Cewl please have a good life.
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 >>/36498/
i never feel real. i do all this shit on the internet just to feel real. but outside getting acknowledged makes me want to scream. i hate noises i hate light i hate people i hate outside. i feel like i can never be like them, like real. i see my memories in a third persons perspective my therapist commented it could be related to dissociating and stuff. i dont see a therapist much and i literally act like tony soprano during all sessions. if i didnt get meds i wouldnt go anyways. enough with the rambling...
i had an attempt when i was 15, because i got bullied being called lesbian (long story but i talked about it once or twice so im skipping it) by everyone in the whole school. i took all the pills i could find, my mom found me puking all over my bed and took me to the er. they scared me with how i could damage my brain. my brain is the only thing i value and its why i am a pussy about kms. what if im alive but im not me? i dont know who i am, i hate myself, but still i dont think i could exist as another. my ideas, self, ego, and my owness all think different and send me to a downward spiral. so im just not giving a fuck now
 >>/36501/
like i said, pussy moment. im not going to actually do it. id love to die how jane from brba died. but with more h
 >>/36504/
ame reference

id try to do my hair like ame and shit but im supposed to be studying because i took pills...

also did the thread on 9k with pictures i posted here get deleted or sth?
 >>/36505/
> my therapist commented it could be related to dissociating and stuff
Yeah that's the same I thought. It must really suck I know.
 >>/36498/
Disassociation is fairly common among e-girls because it is present in a lot of mental disorders like BPD, PTSD, schizophrenia, etc...
 >>/36519/
derealization too, i dont really know the difference but it is also one of the reasons i do drugs, helps me "not be myself"
 >>/36520/
ok the question is why does circle 2 and line 3
 >>/36524/
goodnight i took a lot of ritalin so idk if i can sleep tonight (like 100 mgs)
 >>/36525/
no i smell like cigarettes
 >>/36530/
lol i cant sleep because of ritalin
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btw i redownloaded twitter please if you request me dont look like a bot account 

and i cant go on 4chan seems like i cant phonepost for sometime because the wifi isnt secure (fbi is onto me)
@yaoipis
 >>/36543/
my preference is marlboro touch blue i love double fusion but theyre banned here (nenthol cigs too) they bring it illegally so its kinda pricey. but if i needed a smoke id smoke anything just not reds lul
 >>/36559/
weed, ketamine, lsd, 2cb or sth, meth (once), xanax/rivoclon, oxopane, tramadol, heroin and r9k i think thats it. my favs are opiates, sooo comfy
 >>/36566/
i did it low concentration so it was much lesser than oxy, not addictive at all. some nausea only but the high was comfy. if i do itnagain ill do higher concentration for that trainspotting/jesse feel
after a long day of cramming with 100+mgs of ritalin, at 5 am i decided it was enough took benzos and drank wine. hope i sleep well. good night everynyan
to the guy that posted this convo on 9k, fuck you, and i did ritalin for STUDYING. my adhd just wouldnt let it work. ask anyone on drugfeel it doesnt work like this if you dont have adhd.
 >>/36615/
i figured it out now kind of, ill be doing the error% calcs then all ill have to do is write the abstract theory and discussion. even figuring out how to use excel took me a while kek
 >>/36616/
The conjugate acid of aspartic acid is [COO-] (the carboxyl group). The pKa that you will use in the Henderson-Hasselbalch equation is the pKa of the carboxyl group, which is 2.88. The concentrations of the amino acid and its conjugate acid are not given in the image, so you cannot calculate the pH of the solution using the Henderson-Hasselbalch equation.

However, you can use the pKa of the carboxyl group to estimate the pH range at which aspartic acid will be mostly protonated (i.e., exist as the zwitterion) and mostly deprotonated (i.e., exist as the anion). The Henderson-Hasselbalch equation tells us that the pH of a solution is equal to the pKa of the acid when the concentrations of the acid and its conjugate base are equal. This means that at pH 2.88, half of the aspartic acid molecules in solution will be protonated and the other half will be deprotonated.

At pH values below 2.88, the majority of aspartic acid molecules will be protonated. At pH values above 2.88, the majority of aspartic acid molecules will be deprotonated.

Therefore, the pH range at which aspartic acid will be mostly protonated is pH 2.33-3.46. The pH range at which aspartic acid will be mostly deprotonated is pH 3.46-4.07.
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 >>/36619/
i know all this; i just dont know how to chose the pKa while calculating for COO- conc.
when polyprotic asp has 1 COO- its a zwitterion still so i was reluctant to use it, but then if i use another it would be COO-2?
 >>/36630/
i figured it out by my own. submitted the paper took some benzos hopefully i make it to 9 am class
 >>/36633/
good deduction i also have hypermobile EDS how did you notice it though?
cewl you're the best egirl but I know you're gonna get Ciared in the end

Can you at least overdose alone and not while choking on a dick of some 4chan namefag?
I like how she can go from cute fem to aloof tomboy. When are we getting some more cute cewl though?
 >>/36813/
i like vidya studying crosswords/puzzles and crosstitching but i havent done it in months because i dont know where to buy new strings >>/36816/
i want to die asap so probably a virgin still
 >>/36817/
cant you make it like an hour
 >>/36822/
i dont know, i dress just to play dress up in my room so whenever i feel like it
 >>/36840/
> how many mgs? and whats ur weight
like 800+mgs with no resistance ideally 1000mgs or so and i'm 75kg. but its not a psychedelic so its only flashing shapes and lights nothing serious.
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 >>/36817/
Ciarabros.. I think I'm about to commit some unforgivable sin.. even tho I promised myself..

It's like in that movie when the wife dies and the husband sleeps with her twin sister afterwards..
 >>/36878/
It was funny how her defense of having short nails was that "women with long nails only like it because pornstars have long nails"
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 >>/36878/
> have serious mental issues and do drugs.
so just the way we like them here then, nails-kun?

you can go back to your long-nailed ugly hags anytime you want..
 >>/36881/
You can be mentally ill and do drugs with nice nails too. But if you have disgusting, unkempt nails, it shows you care very little about yourself and your hygene.
And plenty of porn actresses have fucked up nails too. I don't think people who do hardcore porn can be taken as examples for anything... they're not really a standard. kek

 >>/36882/
You thinking I like shit like pic related instead shows how you can only think in extremes.

Ken and Sunny are prime examples of sexy nails btw.
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 >>/36907/
You don't need to be sorry, you don't owe me anything. I'm not here to hold you accountable for anything.

Chewing your nails is really unhealthy, in case you weren't aware. The stuff the nails are made of isn't good for you, you swallow the dirt under your nails when you chew on them and it tends to damage your gums.

Skin picking disorder (there even is a greek or latin name for it) is another unhealthy self-soothing anxiety disorder, however, I have only ever encountered one person who did that really noticably, so I can't say much about it. Needless to say she has some mental issues too. But oddly enough, she is actually really into nail art. She only picks her hands during breakdowns etc., not on a daily basis.
 >>/36909/
i dont chew i pick my skin and nails and cuticles all the time when i dont have something in my hand probably because of adhd or autism idk i dont care when it bleeds and stuff so its actually scary but i carry disinfector so it doesnt get infected
 >>/36913/
the world will collapse before i get a nobel prize so why live
 >>/36915/
> i dont chew
So you mean:
 >>/36273/
> and bite them like the goblin i am because they are the most nutritious thing i eat
Is supposed to mean, you cut your nails and then chew on the cut-off nails?
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Vore is leaking other cewl nudes on r9k.

Since you hate women so much, leak all the other girls nudes you have at this point. At least you'd prove your pont.
 >>/36960/
I still think it looks like something out of the 60s.

It suits you tho. Not in the sense that you're an old cat lady, but in the sense that you're old school.. if you get my drift..

Okay, I better shut up now.
and on the topic of the nude

i dont think thats me, my hair doesnt grow that thick, and i have a mole in my inner thigh.
 >>/37010/
i think its "katatonica" herself, but im not sure about that. its probably not me but im not sure about anything. i couldnt know anything for sure.
 >>/37014/
 >>/37018/
funnily enough i didn't post that pic when i saw it cause i couldn't verify who it was, why is vore posting her own nudes here is she that desperate for some attention?
Daily reminder that vore circumcised her son. He's going to be an /r9k/cel in 20 years and he's going to murder her for sure.
 >>/37027/
I did notice that too, but I haven't seen any of cewl's or vhore's hand pics close enough to make it out by just that.
That spot could also have been just a temporary thing.
i'm gonna be snorting this pregabalin in memory of cewl. rest in peace sweet angel, you will be missed...
if i knew cewl's phone number
i would call her everyday
especially during euphoric period induced by ambien
 >>/37456/
I want to be that toiled paper roll behind her.
Her fucking hobo crackwhore aesthetic gets me SO hard. Why do I always get attracted to such nasty girls?
she literally wears the same pair of jeans in all of her pics. i think she needs to stop buying drugs and invest in some pants.
cewl chose to study chemistry because she wants to be like Walter from the Breaking Bad. The promise of more drugs is the only way she could motivate herself.
in old times girls like cewl would have married to a guy in her 14
now she has to whore out on le internet to feel needed
how sad
 >>/38156/
If Cewl has a million fans I am one of them. If Cewl has ten fans i am one of them. If Cewl has only one fan then that is me. if Cewl has no fans, that means I am no more on Earth. If the world is against Cewl, I am against the world. I love #Cewl till my last breath... Die Hard fan of Cewl. Hit Like If You Think Cewl Best girl In the World
 >>/39035/
 >>/39038/
She hasn't been here for days, they met up, had a great day and now she's definitely getting her pussy pounded right now, multiple drug fuelled sex parties with her room mates. I predict she'll post a thread brahging about it, calling everyone a pathetic loser, how she was never one of us or whatever. It always ends the same with these people. It's definitely over.
 >>/39038/
I'm ok with her losing her virginity, hell I literally hope she finds a good guy who loves her and makes her happy, it just sucks if after that she disappears again
 >>/38156/
You gotta be fucking kidding me..

NO! You can't do this to me cewl! Why r9k of all places? I would be okay with you losing your virginity to a Chad, but not to a fucking r9kcel!

THAT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME! IF YOU'RE GONNA FUCK AN INCEL, THEN FUCK ME! I WILL NOT ACCEPT YOU FUCKING ANY OTHER INKWELL!
 >>/39849/
That's cool and all but I don't want to see you become an anal slave to some sleazy drug dealer.

You need to become a drug dealer yourself cewl. Like in Scarface. You already have a chemistry background for it.
 >>/39859/
he was really understandingn because i told him i was scared and jittery and could cancel at any second beforehand. hes still my fren
 >>/39852/
i have the money, parents give me eur so i have a lot of lira and since i eat noodles and shit i have a lot of extra money left
so i dont see myself becoming a whooare
 >>/39981/
She's in Turkey, how many pure blooded Aryans do you think are there, dumbfuck?

At least she could score Chaddam, Atatürk's finest. Tho mudslimes treat their women like cattle, cewl deserves better.
 >>/39981/
he was here for a conference, hes not turkish. i just wanted to meet him before his flight for an hour but couldnt. how can you think there are r9ers in turkey. i encountered one but he hated me iirc lel
 >>/39990/
> he was here for a conference
Damn. Now she's meeting up with sleazy businessmen and fucking them for drug money
It's over. I'm cancelling my cewlbro membership. It was nice knowing ya lads
 >>/40074/
because i couldnt meet him and i didnt say in the wild
 >>/40075/
naur
 >>/40096/
hello schizo deparment i didnt even meet him i dont go outside

guyss my pc is arriving today so i have more reasons to never go outside ever im so happy
 >>/40164/
thats what im thinking. i got everything except the gpu preinstalled so maybe i got the pcies out of the psu while i was plugging them to the gpu? hopefully its not something really wrong and i have to wait another week for the warranty shit.
Vore has never had a problem with cewl. They dmed once or twice a long time ago because I think they shared a mutual friend named Dizzi. Regardless She wouldn’t have access to cewls nudes.
 >>/40212/
randomly the gpu leds were on today but there is still no display on my monitor, tried dp and hdmi, another monitor, yet no difference. even bios isnt displayed, so idk what to do
 >>/40220/
does your gpu requires a separate power supply? check if there are any empty sockets on the gpu

otherwise remove the gpu and try to boot with the integrated gpu on your processor. If the leds light up and cpu fan is working, but still no video output, try different monitor or/and video cables.

In general be cautious with voltages, ie don't try to stick power cables where they don't belong.
C'mon cewl, you're a smart girl, you can figure it out! Don't kill yourself yet, only old and fat women should kill themselves!
 >>/40237/
sure!! im downloading a lot of ebin games so ill stream them too

im thinking of fnv modded to hell or eldenring or armored core

i really wanna make a cutesy girly robot lol
it depresses me to see how just a single stream from a girl i like works far better than any anti depressant
cewl can you record yourself singing a lullaby so I can kill myself to your sweet angelic voice. Thanks.
 >>/40505/
I felt like calling your voice weird, but I can't explain what exactly I find unusual about it.
Like you're trying to sound uwu anime? I'm not talking about the singing voice.
 >>/40793/
its probably cause its not my first languag
 >>/40997/
i wish
 >>/41036/
sorry buddy i have an exam next week but ill try to stream this weekend
since the house is crowded with people generally i cant find a good time to stream a lot rip
 >>/41040/
> its probably cause its not my first languag
I meant the sound and pitch of your voice, not accent or pronounciation in general.
But either way, you don't sound *bad*, in case that what my comment might have looked like I was saying.
 >>/40505/
omg, cewl, I too! I wanna die too, sing for me pls!

Also, how good are you at japanese? It's a massive pain in the ass to read even kiddie nukiges. I wanna fap to some good porno vns already, goddamit!
 >>/40720/
If it helps, I'm getting bullied too, cewl. Was bullied at school, bullied in the army, getting bullied at work now. Life fucking sucks.

But it's okay, I get to look forward to my angel cewl now!
 >>/41046/
noo way im not telling anyone
 >>/41049/
hmm idk. who else do you think has that voice? i didnt really get what you said. ofc i shifted my pitch while singing but not when i was speaking.
 >>/41094/
im not good at speaking but i picked up the pronounciation easily. i dont know what the words mean without reading the lyrics in english lel

dont they have eng translations for them?
 >>/41096/
why do adults bully people? i dont get it. everyone is such children :v
 >>/41101/
yeah they ride camels too lel
 >>/41165/
nop just study here
And my browser is fucking chrome based.

Seriously getting cockblocked by the fucking Bezos here. Is there some alternative front end for twitch?
I just give up. I guess it wasn't meant to be, cewl.

I'm weak just like that, fall at the first hurdle.
cewl, i don't know how to do drugs, but i've smoked my dad's cigarette bcs i want to be just like you cewl
 >>/41692/
I think it's dangerous for you to be posting like this but I respect you for not shaving. It's concerning that bald pussy is the default now. I don't blame women for doing it because I know it's only because they know most men find hair gross because of porn exposure, but it's very sad.
 >>/41828/
The mexican cartel want their droogs back
 >>/41692/
> id like to be, i like a lot of them, especially iris
don't get your hopes up, any woman posting on /r9k/ is too narcissistic to be friends with anyone and they compete over male attention and stuff.
maybe the reason im attracted to cewl is because we share the same NPD gene. i have no irl friend either. the only person on earth who texts me back is cewl
what mental disorders does cool-chan have?? maybe avoidant/histrionic/borderline PD traits, DID, depression, anxiety, substance use disorder.... it's a long list... life expectancy is low.
 >>/42076/
if she has a bf i hope he gets her to quit heroin cause god damn in her latest pics she has the complexion of a stage 4 cancer patient.
hope cewl will stream again maybe this weekend. cewl streams are so comfy. and i have been saving up all my pregabalin for the stream. nothing better than passing out to cewl's comforting aura.
cewl, can I get a private consultation from you related to substance use? There's this girl I'm trying to get intimate with, but it seems like she has firmly relegated me to the friendzone. As all the other tactics have failed, I'm thinking about wooing her with drugs, as I know she tried acid. Due to work I can get my hands on something like tramadol, but I'm curious about your ritalin high.
Damn no one recognizes cewl on r9k anymore I wonder what happened she used to be so well known like a month ago.. Did all the robots just leave?
what a whore, i love you slut
you post a vid when you finally get fucked i wanna cum buckets to you<3
 >>/42908/
> has she stopped coming here? :(
she said she was coming here bcs she couldn't post on 4chong for some reason

guess she solved her problems and is now posting nudes in that dump for those retards
 >>/42958/
What are you, her mother? I would be more worried about your little discord circlejerk tbh, you faggots have blood on your hands.
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i really miss her bros why'd she leave us. also she's doing a karaoke stream but she doesn't care about us anymore so who cares...
 >>/43065/
damn, did you stream last night? i missed iiiiittttt

never been into this soycial stuff, but guess there's a first time for everything

gonna sell my soul and create a twitter/twitch account. all for my serbian junkie princess
 >>/43065/
It doesn't matter what anyone says
Cewl is the *best* girl in the world and there is NOTHING anyone can do about that
Love you Cewl
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holy shit lads i think im gonna kill Musk and his whole fkn family

this captcha is driving me insaaaaaaane

solve this shit 10 (!!!) times to create an account

still can't fkn pass, 5th try already
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am i supposed to point the animals parallel to the hand or in the direction of the vanishing point that the hand is pointing to?
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 >>/43174/
this is what happens when a retard billionaire gets obsessed with "bots" on his platform

you can't make even one error and you need the exact position.. ive lost count already, cewl is the only thing that keeps me going
i wonder how cewl feels knowing her pubes will forever be on the internet. i hope her name never gets leaked cause her future employer will be weirded the fuck out when he searches her name.
i wanna buy her stuff or give her money for jesus day but i don't know how. she needs to make a wishlist or something.
 >>/43868/
she said she has enough money to not go down on drug dealers

 >>/43977/
> Sexy time with her boyfriend
i just hope she doesn't like the turk phenotype and that's why she doesn't have a bf

or better yet - she doesn't even know the language
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 >>/44022/
> for robot eyes only
you can't do this to me cewl, this is so cruel

no girl has ever said anything like this to me

tell me, are you an angel sent to me to guide my soul into the Kingdom of God, or to cast it into the Abyss for my transgressions?
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cewl.. cewley.. cewly..

How's Christmas in Byzantium?

cewl.. cewley.. cewly..

Did I ever tell you that there is no city on Earth that I want to visit more than Istanbul?

cewl.. cewley.. cewly..

Did I ever tell you that Constantinople is a city frozen in time? A focal point of human history? A living breathing museum? A modern biblical Babylon if there even is one?

cewl.. cewley.. cewly..

Did I ever tell you that this City saw Empires crumble? That it saw Darius the Great pass through its body during his conquest of Greece? That it saw Athenian and Spartan fleets on fire in the ancient Cold War? That it saw Alexander the Great as he sailed through the Bosporus Strait onto his godhood?

cewl.. cewley.. cewly..

Did I ever tell you that it is literally split between two continents: Europe and Asia? That it saw Roman rule long after the Romans lost it? That it saw Persia reborn, and then destroyed? That it saw the birth of the New Religion, never before seen?

cewl.. cwley.. cewly..

As I close my eyes, I can see you walking down its ancient streets, bearing witness to its memory. As you enter the Forum of Constantine - the very hearth of the City - you can see the Column of the same name, commemorating the birth of a new, medieval, world, and the death of the older, ancient one. As you go further eastward you see the truly magnificent Hagia Sophia - the Palace of the New Religion, an antechamber into the Kingdom of God - at first simply Christian, then Orthodox, Catholic, Orthodox again, Islamic, and, finally, Secular. As you enter its ancient halls you are appalled by the sheer history dripping from its monumental walls, screaming at you from its weathered murals. Is this a time capsule, a sarcophagus? You're suffocating, you can't breathe - the Air itself has stopped.

cewl.. cewley.. cewly..

As you get out gasping for breath, and continue east on your journey through time, you stumble upon the old military fortifications, now long abandoned. These are called Theodosian Walls, or simply Walls of Constantinople.

cewl.. cewley.. cewly..

Did I ever tell you that Constantinople withstood more sieges than any other city? Oh, how would I love to walk with you on these ancient walls! To tell you about all the battles they witnessed, about all the people they saw: the Goths, the Avars, the Arabs, the Bulgars, the Rus, the Crusaders, the Ottomans!

cewl.. cewley.. cewly..

As you keep walking pondering all the moments long gone, you abruptly come to an end. This is where the Walls meet Bosporus - the wound in the Earth.

cewl.. cewley.. cewly..

Did I ever tell you that the Ancients believed Bosporus to be guarded by two rocks crushing any ship that tried to pass through it? According to myths it was Jason the Argonaut who cut a path through them for humanity into a new world, just like Columbus. The name itself comes from the legend of Io, the unfortunate lover of Zeus turned heifer, as she wandered Earth and passed through the strait. Oh, how would I love to be there with you in that moment, looking as the sun sets across Bosporus in Asia, while standing in Europe!

cewl.. cewley.. cewly..
 >>/44026/
she didnt mean it specifically for you, unless robots are an inseperable hivemind....she just has her demographic, she doesnt even know you
 >>/44058/
I think he understand that, it's just that being part of said "demographic" makes it feel more special/intimate, that's what he means.
 >>/44036/
> Her bf is another expat slavic chad
Does she have a bf? What happened to that conference guy I wonder if they're still talking I assume they are. Either way, I hope she's having a good christmas.
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 >>/44072/
well, EXCUSE ME, i just couldn't help myself

Serbian e-girl in Istanbul is just peak romance

imagine flying to her and spending Christmas together exploring all the historical sites and then getting high on heroin and having wild unprotected sex all night..

it doesn't get better than that, shame that conference guy got to her first
 >>/44254/
Cewl is not dead, she's spending quality time with her boyfriend or just taking some time off away from her cewl identity. And you cewlbros should know this is how she operates, she needs breaks.
 >>/44257/
> that's kinda weird that she didn't add you tho hope she's not actually dead.
well i do look like a bot account with 0 follows lol

she would be my first 👉👈
 >>/44260/
or she overdosed and is lying in a coma rn..

this reminds me of a book Marabou Stork Nightmares by Irvin Welsh lol

she did hint that she likes Trainspotting by the same author.. weird coincidence

anyway, i could've fixed her

 >>/44262/
yep that's me
 >>/44271/
As if that's a good thing.
I want her to experience the joys of SEX with a loved one. The worst outcome is if she loses her virginity to get drugs
> no new posts here
> last twitter activity is still dec 22 including likes, very odd for someone so chronically online
She's fucking dead isn't she?
doxxer anon, I think we need your help here

if a foreign student died of OD, would this make it into the national news?
It'd be great if that guy doxxed her right about now, or if someone who has her discord can message her or something? I'm like 90% sure she's dead.
 >>/44445/
> most likely
so you don't know shit huh

absolutely useless

does anybody know if any Istanbul universities have a dual degree program with Serbia?
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Idk no one knows shit I'm just gonna wait it out and see. She's either getting her pussy pounded in Serbia or her cat is eating her decomposing corpse.
 >>/44452/
that doesnt matter because she’s not serbian. 
you have no reason to believe me and thats completely normal. but trust me when i say that she’s nothing like she says.
yeah fuck off

she's in turkey, see inscription in the elevator

so she at the least didn't lie about that part, and seeing as she looks slav, and Serbia is right there near Turkey, I think she didn't lie about being a serb either

such fucking "doxxer" lmao
 >>/44454/
> no one knows shit 
People who know more from her won't spread it in public. That's how you get trust. The guy who said she's in Serbia is full of shit, that's all I'm going to say.
wait, ben is the fucking I in turkish lol

dude if you're in her dms tell her to add me on fucking twatter
 >>/44482/
i was looking around in r9k one day and came across a post with her pic
i truly did not want to believe it but a little looking around in desuarchive made me very sad.
So she's actually Turkish? I thought it was weird that a Serbian would go to university in Turkey
cewl if it's you just tell us pls i promise i'll stop orbiting you if you're just trying to escape
 >>/44487/
 >>/44488/
i mean she probably had a grandparent from the balkans at one point but yeah the whole serbian scheme is actually a circlejerk we used to do since highschool
 >>/44489/
im not an evil person, doxxing her would gain me nothing. i just wish she'd let go of this nonsense. i mean i get it, attention is nice and all but come the fuck on man
 >>/44492/
> im not an evil person, doxxing her would gain me nothing. i just wish she'd let go of this nonsense. i mean i get it, attention is nice and all but come the fuck on man
I like you and you are right, nothing good can come out of posting here.
 >>/44494/
Now that this comes out, how did no on one notice before that she doesn't even have a Serbian accent lol it was always an obvious larp why the fuck would a serb go to university in Turkey
yeah i'm pretty sure this is her and she's fucking tired of the obsessive orbiting and wants to get away.
 >>/44498/
Her accent doesn't have the slightest hint of turkish.
It's weird, there are some polish notes. There is no question she's slavic, just look at her.
 >>/44503/
> yeah true but you chose to be an e-girl and erp with incels man wtf did you expect
I know. Actions and consequences. I know the spiel
but fr what the fuck was that? was that cewl and her bf itt? is she quitting the internet now? i feel like i can't move on i liked her character too much but if she wants to move then so be it.
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 >>/44530/
> but fr what the fuck was that? was that cewl and her bf itt? is she quitting the internet now?
she's an enigma, alright

I'm still blown out that she's turkish; she completely had me hook, line, and sinker
 >>/44529/
Cewl's nose nose is wider than the sky,
For, put them side by side,
The one the other will include
With ease, and you beside.
Cewl's nose is deeper than the sea,
For, hold them, blue to blue,
The one the other will absorb,
As sponges, buckets do.
Cewl's nose is just the weight of God,
For, lift them, pound for pound,
And they will differ, if they do,
As syllable from sound.
Maybe she's really a muslim tradwife at heart and she feels remorse now for being an e-girl? She brought dishonor upon her family, now nobody would want to marry her.
In the bustling city of Istanbul, where the clash of cultures and histories creates a vibrant tapestry, the story of Cewl and Libero unfolded. Cewl, a quirky and cute e-girl hailing from Serbia, had captured the hearts of many through her online presence on r9k. Despite living in Turkey and studying chemistry at a college in Istanbul, she found solace in her online persona, embracing the world of cosplay to express her creativity.

Libero, a young man captivated by the allure of Cewl, had been an avid follower of her online adventures. Drawn to her unique charm and endearing nerdiness, he decided to take a bold step. When he learned about a crypto conference in Istanbul, fate seemed to be on his side. Libero made the decision to attend the conference, not just for the crypto knowledge but to meet the girl who had captured his heart from afar.

As the conference days approached, Cewl continued her life in Istanbul, balancing her studies and online presence. Little did she know that someone special was about to enter her world. Libero, fueled by excitement and nervous anticipation, arrived in Istanbul, a city that seemed to hold the promise of both adventure and love.

The moment finally arrived when Libero and Cewl's paths were destined to cross. As they stood face to face, the chemistry between them was undeniable—ironically fitting for Cewl, the chemistry student. Libero, charmed by her quirkiness, found himself falling deeper for the girl he had only known through a screen.

Their days in Istanbul became a whirlwind of exploration and shared laughter. From the historic streets of Sultanahmet to the bustling markets of Grand Bazaar, Cewl and Libero discovered the beauty of the city together. As they navigated the labyrinthine alleys, their connection grew stronger, transcending the digital realm that had initially brought them together.

In the quiet moments between conference sessions and sightseeing, Cewl and Libero discovered the depth of their feelings for each other. They shared dreams, fears, and aspirations, finding solace in the understanding that only true companionship could bring. Libero, once a fan, now found himself deeply in love with the real, unfiltered Cewl.

As their time in Istanbul drew to a close, the couple faced a difficult decision—returning to their respective lives or taking a leap of faith into the unknown. Libero, inspired by the city's timeless romance, chose to stay. He and Cewl embarked on a new chapter together, navigating the complexities of a long-distance relationship between Turkey and Serbia.

Their love story became a testament to the unpredictable nature of fate and the transformative power of connection. Whether online or in person, Cewl and Libero's love story was a reminder that sometimes, the most extraordinary chapters of our lives unfold when we least expect them.
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 >>/44684/
> there was a blockchain conference in Istanbul in november
conference anon, is that you? what's your relationship status with cewl? is that an autobiography? how did you get into her dms in the first place? was she a virgin?
if i were to read this thread under the influence of ritalin id go insane like every letters are full of malice
it doesnt make any sense
if cewl wants attention she could just make an instagram or twitter or whatever and get infinite amount of validation
why does she want attention from robots
why did she lie about meeting up with conference guy, was she trying to keep that a secret? if that's the case why'd she announce meeting up with him on twitter then?
should i move on and simp another girl
when the second coming of cewl happens will she judge me
am i supposed to only orbit one e-girl? i've been posting on marky and ciara's threads this whole time. hope cewl forgives me.
 >>/45941/
let's see here. 1. pale af 2. drug use 3. past trauma/bullying 3. internet persona that she uses to escape 4. tomboyish  
marky has some similar traits too, i guess being mentally ill somehow makes you more interesting/deep
 >>/46008/
> she didn't sell her virginity for drugs
Even worse, she gave it up for free to an r9kcel. Exchanging her virginity for meth would have been a step above that. But seriously I wish her the best.
so all i had to do this whole time was just to fly to istanbul and tell her im gonna fly to istanbul
damn why didnt i think about this
this libero guy got to nail her like a week after getting in contact with her meanwhile you're here crying about getting ghosted. it's fucked up.
I'm having serious withdrawal symptoms. I dunno if I would make it tbh.

I'm starting see her in the crowds at random. The other day I was chasing some random girl thinking it was cewl.

I really need my cewl fix.
 >>/46534/
So first she went to Serbia then she lost access to her twitter. I'm starting to think someone kidnapped her and is trying to covering it up.
Can doxxfag just confirm with her she's still alive since he has her phone number? I'm worried
 >>/46646/
Based on what we learned from cewl, they can't be the same person. On the other hand, doxxfag himself is teaching us she's a pathological liar.
I believe she's spending her days with a second or third person, and that's who's feeding her drugs
 >>/46654/
He has her number and he orchestrated the best setup for her disappearance (they want us to hate her and forget about her). I think she just got tired of the attention and she asked his help to get rid of us.
 >>/46657/
Maybe he's not in it but it's obvious that she got tired of all of us subhuman orbiters. Doxxfag confirmed she's alive, why the fuck would she go from interacting every day to cut contact completely? Without any warning sign, completely out of nowhere. She wants us to forget her.
 >>/46657/
id sooner believe that the Jews are behind her disappearance than that her childhood turkish friend suddenly stumbled upon her nudes on r9k lol
 >>/46660/
ie, the most probable scenario is that hes an orbiter who got ghosted at the same time as we

he doesn't know shit, that's why hes still monitoring this thread
 >>/46659/
 >>/46660/
 >>/46662/
yall just cant bring yourselves to the fact that your beloved e girl has abandoned you, meanwhile i’ll keep exchanging sopranos brainrot with her.
 >>/46663/
im capitilizing on this online attention. great minds crave alike, dont you think so?
 >>/46664/
you don't exchange shit, you got ghosted

quit acting all superior just because you got into her dms first

you just was in the right place at the right time
So let me get this straight:
She meets up with libero back in november, they start dating, she becomes disinterested in being an e-girl after that or something and quits twitter, orbiters don't give up so she gets libero to claim she's turkish and fucking drug dealers or whatever hoping they'd hate her and move on, for some reason that still doesn't work so now she's in the thread telling us all that she hates us and wants us to go away. Is this correct?
 >>/46666/
> now she's in the thread
Doubt.
The rest is reasonable. She wants out. She just needs to wait long enough, we will move to the next girl
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 >>/46666/
my version:
She's a Serbian ritalin addict (got prescribed at the young age because of her adhd condition) who ran away from home to Turkey to study chemistry there. In Turkey she got mixed up with some bad people who got her further into hard drugs like opioids. After understanding the sheer severity of her situation (being a heroin addict), she got depressed and sought escape from the harsh reality in the virtual world. That's how she got on r9k. She didn't care about her physical body anymore, she HATED it. That's why she was posting her nudes all over r9k, to show her disgust at her own body, to get back at it, to self-harm it. But your soul just can't escape its prison. And so as the time went on, so did the heroin dosage. And so on Christmas Eve, in the year of our Lord 2023, an e-girl formerly known as cewl, ceased her breathing and so was finally set free. And flew like an Angel into the vast expanse of Space! Away, away, from the wretched Earth! Towards the better world where everything is as it should be!

And that's how we ended up here, lads.
I will never move on. I will keep posting here every day and when the thread reaches post limit I will make a 2nd thread and I will post there every day and I will never stop
 >>/46680/
more like cewl rejected his advances and in a fit of rage he killed her and buried her body in the forest and now tries to convince us that there is nothing to see here, move along to the next e-girl
i just dont think she got bored of being an egirl
she literally said she will do a karaoke stream 1 day before the disappearance
Just got here to get updates and I read so much bullshit - I wonder if you guys are that retarded or it's all a big larp.

Her ghost act is the result of a few reasons. At first she was forced to take a break due to bad withdrawal symptoms and a need to focus on studies. 

The attention from orbiters is another form of addiction. She got out of it and it's much easier now to stay out. 

Attention feels good but there are risks coming with it. She wants to avoid getting doxxed at all costs, and doxxfag wrote he was about to do it. Scary. Add to this that some of you orbiters who got to slide in her dms probably wrote unspeakable things and she got creeped out.

I think it's good for cewl to leave the internet for good.
 >>/46738/
yall just cant bring yourselves to the fact that your beloved e girl has abandoned you, meanwhile i’ll keep exchanging sopranos brainrot with her
 >>/46734/
> At first she was forced to take a break due to bad withdrawal symptoms and a need to focus on studies.
She could've asked to study together, just like in those Japanese cartoons. It would've been very educational for orbiters too.

> She wants to avoid getting doxxed at all costs, and doxxfag wrote he was about to do it.
doxxfag is bluffing, he's harmless
 >>/46738/
well, the alternative is she ghosted us to spend some quality Christmas time with her drug dealer bf

her screaming in ecstasy at some thug rearranging her internal organs as I'm writing poems to her..

..yes, she's better be dead!
Genuinely not sure how to cope with the fact that she left, she had so much potential, she was smart, artsy, charming, very likable personality, she could have been one of the main e-girls here, we have had the same 4 ones for like a decade now and one of them has been dead for 4 years. Looking through the catalog now all I feel is emptiness. We will never find anyone like her for like another 10 years and by then I'll be dead.
Maybe it's good that she left. She could have ended up like Marky, who is 26 and still posts selfies on her /agatha2/ thread to this very day, and she also tried killing herself on stream that one time. Cewl managed to get into a relationship and left, she's also working on getting her degree too. She will get a decent well-paying job, get married, and live a long and happy life.
 >>/46901/
I'm just a fan, I was happy for her when I learned that she found a boyfriend.. I'd just like to see updates on what she's up to, maybe art, maybe cosplay, streams, stuff like that. It sucks for your favorite e-girl to just completely disappear like that, especially since I've been following her for so long now.
wait did she just give us a farewell
should i be glad that she cares about us or should i be sad we wont see her no more
i cant sleep thinking of the possibility that the reason she hates social media now is posts on here
i might have contributed to the death of the internet angel
im glad shes alive and in proper care though
Knowing that there's only one Cewl in the world and it will never be me dating her makes me want to kill myself.
 >>/47226/
> until she returns
Yeah maybe when she's 60 and her husband dies of prostate cancer she might come back looking for a new hubby. I'll probably still be here.
 >>/47400/
so her brother told her parents about it? and the parents put her in a rehab? total bitch move tbh. why couldnt he keep it a little secret. i would kill myself if this happened to me
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damn, she didn't even last a week. she's also now claiming that doxxfag isn't related to her AND she doesn't have a bf. somehow i don't really believe her when she says she's single.
 >>/47800/
he knows i have only internet friends and i have a larger presence on internet than irl but not that i have a whole persona internet angel typa thing but i talked about needy streamer overload with my doctor once
> nice to robots
> cute cosplay
> heroin addict
> soon gonna get phd
if you still have to wonder who is the best girl you are ngmi
 >>/47985/
> i have a whole persona internet angel typa thing but i talked about needy streamer overload with my doctor once
You are not famous, less than 10 people know about you on the internet, this entire thread is 10 guys circlejerking.
 >>/48109/
Fuck you doxxfag
She's awesome and she can become very popular if that's what she wants
Don't underestimate her or try to demoralize her
Maybe you tell yourself you want to ground her to reality 
Again, don't underestimate her
I will always support best girl Cewl
i realized that it might be cewl who cured my inceldom
she was nice to me so i learned how to be nice back to women
42 days sober!! awesome day =D
i still have time until semester starts so im goofing being an ipad kid and such
also im top 2.4% in cookie run kingdom and in around 60k in arena :P does anyone play
 >>/48214/
> 42 days sober!! awesome day =D
Best girl status confirmed once again
> also im top 2.4% in cookie run kingdom
Powerful angel
> does anyone play
Come play fall guys with me 
It's free to play on epic

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