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Thread for our beloved angel Marky aka Mir

Active Links:
https://mir.moe/
https://www.youtube.com/c/mirrr
https://www.twitch.tv/mirlodie
https://twitter.com/mirlodie
https://www.instagram.com/mirlodie/
https://open.spotify.com/user/k4wt0hz4mjb445d5c3zb9qsgw
https://steamcommunity.com/id/mirh/
https://myanimelist.net/profile/mirlodie
https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/82082609-mirlodie
https://www.deviantart.com/mirlodie
Marky Mark has one major advantage over Beautiful Angel Ciara considering she's alive. For an e-girl the ability to breathe is a big deal.
Hope Marky streams again soon bros. It's the only thing that brings me joy in life anymore.
 >>/6594/
clearly not mirkychan but still a cute sk8er boy
 >>/6635/
do you think she lives with the lady she assists now? an older lady asked her something from upstairs in a stream and she said no thanks, i thought it was her mum
ive watched a lot of that girl alices streams since marky streamed with her. she seems like a total degenerate. it makes me concerned that marky wants to be friends with people like this.
 >>/6656/
I think Alice plays it up for the views. She was mostly well behaved with Marky and Marky said in her stream not to judge Alice just from what you see on streams because that's just a small part of who they are. Alice may just be playing it up for views and money. 

 >>/6657/
Marky and Alice were hanging out with some blacks in the mall they were at. Actually that mall was like 80% black people it kinda surprised me, I thought this was Rhode Island not Atlanta
 >>/6658/
> not to judge Alice just from what you see on streams because that's just a small part of who they are
LOL. Alice is a drug addict who fucked Baked Alaska and has regular full blown screaming meltdowns on stream. All her friends are retarded redneck junkie heroin addicts.
is marky racist/ anti vaxx/ hates gays/ trump supporter/ pro guns/ edgey alt righter? cuz alice and all the people she streams with are like that.
 >>/6665/
she was obviously acting as one ironically because of that gangsta rap playlist she made years ago
 >>/6664/
she always avoided talking about the vax and going to the shooting range is not an alt right thing to do of course, it's more common for country bumpkins

i'd avoid getting to know her personally though, she's too impulsive and maybe doesn't have a good moral basis either, her list of bad life choices is a proof
considering being a cook is usually a very stressful job and unavoidably leads to camaraderie, how many coworkers do you think she's already fucked? haha...
 >>/6670/
I mentioned the shooting range with the /pro guns/ option in mind, I don't think that it is an alt right thing, and while she isn't saying that people shouldn't take the vaxx, I don't think she did or that she will
 >>/6676/
I'm not from the us so I have no idea, maybe the caretaker job was kinda informal? I just remember hearing at some point that she hadn't take the vaxx, but I heard more than 20h of stream and I guess I could have just misheard it
you saw all the streams in their entirety? i'm an orbiter too but damn, she's not really a lively and charismatic person
 >>/6689/
last stream was pretty funny, unfortunately i missed most of it and it's not saved on her channel
free talk/stream of consciousness vids would be nice but it'd hard for her without being high
she makes it very, very hard to be her friend. for years ive been super kind to her, ive never made a single rude or inappropriate comment to her, and weve had some nice convos about art, literature, and music. even still, after a short while she will block me or ghost me for no reason. im quite sad about that.
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 >>/6684/
I didn't see the ones with the alice girl, but there's not a lot going in my life tbh, I know that sometimes drawing streams can be boring and I suspect that she really is on the spectrum like the other guy said, but it's not like you can't just alt tab when she goes quiet and just check the drawings from times to times
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 >>/6698/
I've heard before about autistic girls being misdiagnosed because the tests are all male oriented and because they can fake it better, but I'm not gonna pretend that I know more than the people who tested her
if only i could dress her in nice clothes every morning and brush her hair for her, life would be good again
 >>/6703/
I was hoping there was a full or near full mega of her 2019-2020 stuff. There probably is but orbiters usually keep their collections secret so as to not displease Marky, unless they want to lash out. Then inevitably Marky contacts them and gets them to zip up again. 

Sucks about the data loss, but thank you for what you do have.
 >>/6711/
Amazing stuff anon, I've been wanting to see these rares for a while. Do you know how many pics there were in total? There's some fragments of these on desuarchive but for the most part they exist only in private collections if at all.
 >>/6711/
the day in the filename is actually the day I've downloaded it, so it can be a bit inaccurate for anything other than the stories
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 >>/6712/
how many in her instagram page? I have 163 files named haiselnet on the gdrive, but there's a lot of landscapes and I didn't post more because they weren't that interesting or because I've seen them being posted in other places so I imagine they wouldn't be "rares" (I'm also lazy)
 >>/6716/
Yeah how many pics do you think she posted on IG in 2019 and 2020? Are those 163 from all of 2019 and 2020 or did you only download stuff during a few months? Or were some stored as highlights? A few of these can be found on desuarchive but a ton are rare nowhere to be found. Thank you very much.
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 >>/6717/
my data losses were mostly in batches so what I have is mostly from the end of 2019 when I was still using gdrive, I moved to just saving things on hdd but then I lost it, and I think I also got caught in a mass ban from her instagram page around 2020 cause I don't remember unfollowing her and I couldn't find her page anymore and had to move on in life
i know this is all speculation, but ive always felt over the years that she has a very strained relationship with her mom. I wish i knew what the conflict stemmed from between them. I recall in one of her recent youtube drawing streams where she said something to the effect of "i wish i had a mom who cared" . do you think its just typical mom-daughter stuff, like her mom is frustrated that she dropped out of college, doesnt have any real goals, isnt bettering herself, doesnt have marriage prospects, etc?
 >>/6719/
It all started when she got assfucked by Sam Hyde, she got kicked out by her mom for being a slut so it’s probably that.
 >>/6718/
What do you mean mass ban? Marky and all her followers got banned? What happened there?

 >>/6720/
Oh yeah I heard she posted pics in her discord. Those are beyond rare though. 

 >>/6722/
Thanks once again. Apparently she was manic and out of character when she posted these. We'll probably never see that side of her again but it's best for her.
 >>/6724/
as I said I'm not sure of what happened, did she deleted the old instagram account and created a new one? I remember that when I found the new one there were some really old posts so I thought that it could actually be the same account but with a different name and that she had just manually removed most of the followers, but maybe I'm wrong on this one
Is her dad in the picture at all? Extreme daddy issues would explain her habit of being taken advantage of by abusive older men.
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 >>/6548/
have you guys ever watched that Jessica Jones series? the bad guy was obsessed with the protagonist and at some point he promised to leave her alone if she sent him one picture of her everyday, sometimes I feel like I'm on the same level of obsession for girls that I have never met or that don't even know my name, god I need to put my life together or just end this shit, sometimes I wish I had never went across these girls on the internet
the toll is taken quietly but it's massive
 >>/6729/
and tbh the idea of having never found marky is just a cope, the other day a girl innocently followed me back on twitter and I'm just as obsessed

ib4: "diary-posting", I posted 50 files, this IS my diary now
yeah, im right there with you. mind you, i dont think im a scary person or a creepy stalker really. im just a lonely person with no friends who finds her extremely fascinating.

this might sound really sad, but ive never even had a female friend my entire life. and people like marky, whom ive followed since the beginning on /b/, ive gotten to see al her ups and downs, her mistakes, her triumphs, her redemption, her hobbies and interests, her quirks, we've seen her grow and evolve as a person... I just feel like i know her better than Ive ever known any real person or friend. ive been shown a glimpse of a real girl's life, and it feels so special to me.
 >>/6724/
She was acting out of character because of the guy in this  >>/6720/ screencap. He was manipulating the shit out of her. Everyone from her old servers knows this but I don't want to say too much. He's Russian.
 >>/6731/
I don't think I could do any of the creepy, scary things either and I think I get your "fascination" with her, mine is a bit different since I've never browsed /b/ and just went across her years later

I won't doxx myself but back in highschool I too became the "guy of the video" (it was the most sexual you can get while still being a kissless virgin) that got leaked and every single person that I knew saw it, the girl I got closest in life and whom I was deeply in love with stopped talking to me overnight and honestly I couldn't even bear the shame of looking at her eyes, I wasn't kicked out of my house because this is a man's world but everyone in my family saw it and my friends were actually praising me while I just felt ashamed, what kept me from the suicide was the thought of being the guy who killed himself because of a video

then there's the whole sam hyde thing and it's not like I think we would get along or anything like that, but I think I get it, and I think she would get it too, some kind of shared suffering idk

and the other girl that I mentioned from twitter is just as lonely and depressed as me, the idea of being lonely together is comforting even though I know that nothing will happen and that she would be happier if she just found a few normies to hang out
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 >>/6732/
Yeah I've heard of that guy. But did she get manipulated because she was manic or did his manipulation cause her to be manic? This dude apparently has manipulated several egirls including Kennedi.
 >>/6732/
hmm, it makes sense when I think about it. i remember her saying she basically spent all of 2020 depressed and not getting out of bed. was he the main reason for that? that is really heartbreaking.
 >>/6736/
Don't think that's an email to Marky, he is talking about her in the third person in the second paragraph. I found the screenshot browsing through desuarchive so I don't know who posted it or who it's to.
 >>/6738/
Can't find it anon sorry. When I search the file hash on desu it's no longer found so either it's deleted or it changed on my end somehow. I went deep into the archives a while compiling info. I would try to dig more but I'm drunk right now. Try search terms like "Marky russian" perhaps idk. But regardless it seems this guy manipulated the fuck out of egirls and wove complex webs of lies about himself. He's an interesting character but people in the know are closed off to sharing anything.
 >>/6740/
Isn't he a 4chan admin? makes sense it's deleted lmao. no prob enjoy the drinking. but yeah maybe marky will say something about it eventually.
 >>/6741/
oh holy shit wtf. she took it really seriously. the only timesi saw her post were to defend people from lies. it must've been a huge deal to her if she actually posted with a trip. that's fucking freaky ifeel bad for them both. he pitted them against each other so that explains why they unfollowed each other for a while a few years ago. 
ken didn't have sex with him or date him , but did marky?
Damn, this guy sounds like some kind of master manipulator cluster b Chad, but for real not just trying to brag. 
He probably did fuck Marky and that’s why she was so depressed. If anything this shows you how shallow all these girls really are, given a little more time before being figured out, he probably would have fucked Kennedi too. They believed his lies without even verifying anything for that long because they found him attractive.
 >>/6745/
Ken wouldn't even kiss him KEK. Not very chad. He made her cry and guilt tripped her for rejecting him too. To me it sounds like the only way he can keep women in his life is to lie about being more interesting than he is.
 >>/6696/
you sound like one of those "nice guys", are you aware of it?
 >>/6734/
the fuck does he mean with deception? how the fuck does someone gain the upper hand with these changirls when they have tons of people dming them and trying to befriend them? did he have enough private infos to blackmail them?
 >>/6747/
He's trained in the black arts. He knows how to play them like puppets. What can I say. It's still unclear whether Marky was psychologically vulnerable at the time he manipulated her or if he turned her manic. Her relationship with Roberto ended earlier that year I believe.
in my defense I want you guys to know that I thought the guy was just a random from the discord server and wasn't aware of this part of the mir-lore when I posted that photo
 >>/6748/
Knew it, she was sending him face pictures. She was thinking of him more than a friend.
 >>/6746/
She didn't kiss him because she had a boyfriend, but she was willing to meet up with him...why did she let it get that far? 
Her boyfriend must be soy as fuck because after that I would have ghosted her immediately.
 >>/6750/
wasn't this a couple years ago? I don't think she had a boyfriend then but if she did it's not like she did anything with the guy. He clearly wanted to fuck her but she didn't let it happen. Her fault for being stupid enough to think any guy she meets online actually only wants to be just friends. If you as a man tell a woman that a guy only wants to fuck her she accuses you of projecting and being controlling.
 >>/6750/
The post doesn't even mention a boyfriend. But anyway, girls are gonna have guy friends. That's just how it goes unless you tell her to not be friends with men, which won't go well at all. Clearly he thought befriending her and meeting up irl would make sex easy for him to get but that wasn't actually the case. I bet he thought she was playing hard to get the entire time they were friends. I hope Marky didn't fuck him just for the sake of knowing it crushed his ego to be rejected twice, but I'm skeptical of that.
 >>/6751/
This is the kind of guy who could have easily raped her. Meeting up with him AT ALL is a massive red flag and I wouldn't want to deal with someone this retarded in a relationship even if it was something they did before. A lot of women are like this, but not all. Just the dumb ones.
 >>/6749/
i still don't understand if this discord you're talking about is the old one that got deleted (where she posted a bunch of pics), draw time or another active one
 >>/6754/
Yeah you're right. At least Marky had a clear goal in meeting this guy. Ken was stupid enough to think he was fine with being "just friends." I think this is a good example of autism. Being the gf of an autistic girl would be a lot like being a parent, constantly having to supervise them, drive them everywhere, comfort them, etc.
crazy thing is this guy isnt even a chad, he's normie tier 5/6 hence why kennedi denied him but for marky he took his time and slowly got to her. After he fucked Marky he tried to move on to Kennedi by doing the stuff she said in that post, he met her then tried to kiss her and she was disgusted.

I remember what he looked like since he was in the very very old marky server and would post a selfie. Had no idea he was the guy kennedi rejected and the guy who fucked marky. He is pretty good at tricking women though.
 >>/6759/
So he fucked Marky. The reason for her depressive episode in 2020. Then there was the markyfan meltodwn in mid 2020 where he "exposed" and berated Marky harshly on discord and r9k (can be found on desuarchive). Crazy stuff. Just interested if she was emotionally vulnerable due to the Roberto breakup or if the Russian guy's just a master manipulator (he's competent either way).
 >>/6761/
I believe she dated him shortly after she returned from Brazil and broke up with Roberto. They didn't date for long afaik. No idea who broke up with who. He looked like a cool dude. So it was before the Russian manipulator arc I believe. Correct me if I'm wrong I'm not too knowledeaglbe on Marky lore
 >>/6760/
It's both. She was already unwell at the time and the Russian guy took advantage of that which made her spiral harder. 

 >>/6759/
He was a retard for thinking Ken would kiss or have sex with him at all in the first place tbh. Genuinely think lying is the only way he can get close to people at all, and he probably only gets sex from the worst off women. But why? Plenty of average and below men have friends and get decent pussy. Why does he lie so much to try to get these two girls? Makes me think he's either a sociopath or has the worst life imaginable.
I'm having hard time following this whole thing. How do we know this guy actually fucked Marky?
 >>/6763/
His ego was probably boosted by having fucked Marky so he thought he could score Kennedy 

 >>/6765/
Well there's only one guy in the thread who has claimed it, but I (total rando) have heard from other sources also that she fucked him. It seems solid.
I mean you have people whove been friends with her for years then this guy just comes along and digs right into her innermost being and manipulates and fucks her. He's skilled however you want to see it. She distances herself from long time friends/acquantances randomly (allegedly, one such person in the thread) but this guy just burrows right into her
 >>/6765/
Marky literally fucks niggers and 1/10 men lol. Why even question her fucking a 5-6/10 white man. Her legs open for anyone with a pulse.
 >>/6770/
I don't care if she fucked a lightskin green eyed caucasoid-faced mulatto. I've just genuinely never seen any proof that would suggest it beyond some 4chan shitposting. I mean fucking that abusive hapa chink is worse in my eyes since he wasn't even attractive unlike that black guy.
yep. charlie, that disgusting little zit faced, chubby asian manlet...got to fuck marky in her prime. its hard to live with this fact and not want to fall on a sword.
 >>/6772/
Well look at it this way, she had just gotten out of an abusive relationship with Sam Hyde and this Charlie dude was a 27 year old (or whatever late 20s age) manipulator who had a harem of female orbiters. And Marky was still in her late teens at the time. The Russian guy scoring her after all those relationships is more skillful imo although he caught her at a low point as well.
 >>/6727/
I can partially understand how you feel, but I don't think you'll solve your problems by seeking validation from other orbiters. if they knew something that could really help you, they wouldn't be here.
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 >>/6770/
too be fair the half black guy she fucked was probably the most attractive guy she had sex with. He's a model now but I think he was just a retarded fag normie who ended up on this side of the internet.

Also he's half estonian half nigerian but barely looks black. The current girl he's dating actually flew him out and bought him a PC. She's an onlyfans girl and judging from his cock, he has a white looking cock no homo.
she's been on radio silence for awhile now. it's because she's busy prepping for thanksgiving right mirbros?
 >>/6786/
didn't even read the post but the answer is no. someone always tries to claim every egirl fucks dogs and of course it's not true 

she didn't fuck the black guy either, someone was claiming he fucked a few different random r9k girls. surprised people are gullible enough to believe Marky fucked him
 >>/6780/
Judging from some recent instagram posts, she's started a new job at a restaurant or catering establishment, so she's probably been very busy in advance of Thanksgiving. (Still not sure how she's commuting to that job though since she totaled her car. Maybe renting a car or did some anonymous benefactor buy her a new one?)
 >>/6797/
the issue is her accepting the money, i dunno how desperate she really is but don't expect her to be much different from the other changirls, unless you're jeff
 >>/6810/
Looks like that's her dad. From what I could find her parents divorce was one of the many things that pushed her life into a death spiral.
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 >>/6727/
I know that feel, and I wish I didn't. I've wasted an unimaginable amount of time obsessing over these girls (one in particular), to the point where I feel it's had a very real detrimental impact on my life. I think to a large extent I do it just to distract myself and to avoid having to deal with my real problems. Though if I didn't do this maybe I would have just spent the time on something equally as useless. Sometimes I wish the internet didn't exist at all. It's hard to pull away, as much as I'd like to, especially when I don't really have anything to move on to. This kind of thing it's almost like a drug to me. Nothing good is ever going to come from this and I know that yet still I continue.
 >>/6817/

i became obsessed with marky about a week ago. didn't know any of this 4chan backstory. the very fact this community around marky exists is new and baffling to me. i feel like i've just contracted a horrible disease.
 >>/6821/
My only regret is not orbiting her sooner, missing out on the peak orbiting dramas. I've been seeing Marky pics around 4chan for years already but I wasn't in the right mindset to dive full on into orbiting even though I could have. I even remember when the Hyde pic dropped I thought she was too cute and had to mentally block the image out because it was painful but if I hadn't done that I may have fallen into the orbiting spiral all the way back then and in retrospect I wish I had. Btw I was underage when the pic dropped so it's ok to have found her cute.
I truly hope this job works out for her. Im rooting for her to succeed. From what shes posted about it and from pics shes shared, it looks like a cool place. Kind of like a hipster organic , farm-fresh restaurant where she chops up produce, slices meat, bakes shit. She likes to cook things, and it seems like a laid back atmosphere, much more aligned with her style than an office job. I am rooting for her and hope she sticks with it. Who knows where it could lead? maybe she could be promoted eventually and work her way up.
 >>/6829/
me too, so many people gossiping itt, I just want marky to be happy

 >>/6817/
me but 23yo and I usually don't enter in this kind of thread, this was the first one
 >>/6830/
ignoring those 1-2 butthurt orbiters itt, who doesn't want to feel closer to her even just by speculating about the mirky lore
 >>/6832/
from one anon. on endch
if you want to spread some bullshit rumour post some fake caps at least
according to rumours all the changirls (not just ciara) have been junkies since they were kids lol
Marky doesn't want any of this. She hates that a bunch of weirdos are posting about her on some far flung corner of the internet. She hates that these weirdos are obsessed with her, posting her photos and airing out sensitive information about her past and relationships. And yet we the orbiters who deign to love her so much continue to indulge in and froth about in our sickness like pigs in mud.
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 >>/6838/
I have an inkling that she is craving attention deep down. I mean she can disappear from the internet whenever she wants by making her accounts private, changing her nickname etc. She doesn't even try implementing the most simple steps and keeps surfing the net and exposing herself every day.
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 >>/6841/
Nice rare, do you have more curiouscat caps that you're willing to share? It's all nuked now. Those are pretty old by now she may have had a change of heart. Pic related is in her liked tweets LOL. She's ready to go ghost at a moment's notice.
 >>/6838/
she's aware of who views her streams and understands us, she orbited too in the past. also this >>/6840/ she could just disappear like ashley did
we could make a private server too though, so we could keep being as weird and obsessive as we want, but then butthurt orbiters would ruin it
 >>/6836/
waterpipe
man i wish i could see her belly dancing
 >>/6846/
she really is second to none. what i love about her is that while i do think she is aware of her following and of how popular and beautiful she is, she is very modest about it all. she chooses to downplay it. she knows she could exploit or manipulate lonely autists, but she chooses not to engage in that kind of behavior. she could be a typical egirl if she wanted and have popular streams and videos and have a huge presence online, but she chooses to avoid all that. theres something treasurable about that. to me, it shows character.
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 >>/6850/
Of course, she could have become an insanely popular and profitable twitch streamer, but she has this sense of honor that even prevents her from taking free money, she even wants to draw something for any orbiters who give her money, she feels guilty to take  free money. She is a great person inside and out.
 >>/6850/
Are you kidding? She just had orbiters buy her a new car and all she does lately is livestream to an audience of entirely orbiters.
 >>/6852/
She repaid a few with drawings... she tagged them on IG drawings. 2-3. Who knows how many there were beyond that. She seems to have withdrawn from social media recently, dunno if it's because she's busy (thanksgiving) or because of the cat flying out of the bag on this thread.
btw random question but if you had to pick one drawing of hers that you would say is her best work, which would you pick? i think the "5orbettis Windy" one is really good, she spent a lot of time getting the details just right.
 >>/6855/
None. She had a great body but her art is just what kids who liked anime spew out. Nothing masterful. None of these girls are real artists. Just kids who drew doodles in their notebooks in school and got too much attention.
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 >>/6855/
I quite liked the one with the woman pouring wine into a miniature world.  Marky also has a good eye for photography, I think she should pursue it more. Her photos in Nepal were quite something. Even in Brazil which is 99% dystopian UrbanHell jungle shithole she managed to suss out nicer angles of it. She has a keen eye for aesthetics.
 >>/6857/
She's not a skilled photographer. All she did was press a button in a beautiful place. Nothing compelling about it. The landscape is beautiful but not because she's a good photographer.
 >>/6858/
Not that simple dude. It's not easy to capture beauty. Even if you see it in person, it's hard to capture digitally. I've seen some beautiful vistas that ended up looking like dogshit on camera. It takes some skill. Marky has an eye for the sublime and that's not just orbiter delusion talking.
 >>/6859/
> that's not just orbiter delusion talking
you can't see it, but yes it is. there's a reason she hasn't pursued photography as a hobby and that there are so few pics like this. For her she relies entirely on already beautiful sights. Like a teenage Instagram thot taking a pic of a sunset and thinkingan she's an artist.
 >>/6867/
She definitely got a fuckton of money from simps for her car dude. Sob story + pretty girl = shit tons of cash. She got a new car in this economy on short notice. In her stream she said her mom's old tenants had a car for her. Which implies her mommy is a landlord. LOL. Still happy for Marky
 >>/6868/
She has like few hundred followers, that cant be a lot of money, probably few hundred dollars at most. My guess would be that family gave her money
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Look how happy Marky's grandma is here. So proud of her granddaughter. Just bursting with absolute joy in the presence of her magnificent progeny. Brings a tear to my eye to behold.
 >>/6870/
> ywn attend a thanksgiving dinner with Marky as she wears one of her beautiful church dresses and she folds her hands as she seats herself at the table and says grace for everyone and blesses the food. 


oh my god im hurting inside right now.
 >>/6850/
Shes definitly not that pure or amazing but she does seem to be a decent person who dealt with depression, but you can never be sure. Also a lot of her cuteness comes from how she behaves and not just looks
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 >>/6871/
Do not torture yourself with such fantasies my man... sometimes I think about the csomoological evolution of stars, how we're just one iteration and there's been stare before us and there will be stars after us, and they will evolve life capable of feeling such profound love, it will be like what we're feeling here. The universe baffles and frightens me, but I try to keep away from such thoughts.
considering how private she is compared to 2-3 years ago i guess she sends selfies mostly to a private group with only her closest friends and to those friends through dms nowadays
mirky pics are never enough, i require moar
 >>/6876/
Hard for me to imagine her with eyes that dark tbh. I think a hazel edit would look much better. Speaking of which, is there a reason she went by hasel for a while? Maybe she wishes she had hazel eyes
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if you go down the rabbit hole of following marky's yande.re gayarou page 2 bookmark, unhiding explicit, you will find a user Hazl that has favorited one of the explicit pics. anyone know if that is her?
 >>/6904/
maybe... everybody knows she's into weird stuff like that. also you can find hot girl pics she posted on her old twitter account. that begs the question, what is her sexuality? she is definitely not straight if you ask me.
 >>/6905/
i was thinking identification with the aggressor more than not being straight, but i dunno if she was actually abused as a kid or as a teen (by hyde) 
 >>/6904/
she's a lolicon if that's what you're asking
 >>/6905/
this is one of the more fascinating things about her as a person, in my opinion.i might be thinking too deeply into things, but here are my thoughts:

i definitely think she is bi, at the very least. She has always given off a "tomboy" vibe, I think we can agree. I beleive she feels confused about her sexual identity at times. If you look at some of the songs shes posted on her youtube, especially the recent gem "i wish you were a girl" many of the songs she likes specifically deal with feeling confused about ones sexuality and the frustration that goes along with it. We know she appreciates female beauty and likes drawing lewd lolis. being that she goes to church and tries hard to be a christian, i think she struggles a lot with guilt thats associated with being attracted to women and specifically, lolis. She tries to keep those parts of herself suppressed or hidden from view mostly. (except when creeps like us play sherlock holmes and dig it up)
 >>/6904/
Damn, that's some pretty good snooping. Wouldn't surprise me, she was watching some weird video of anime girl abuse on youtube on her last stream. Some giant anime girl forcefully splitting this smaller doll sized anime girl's legs open.
all speculation i know, but would you guys think that when she has a bf, she likes to role play as a loli and talk in a little girl voice?
 >>/6880/
nigga what, she was literally streaming with an infamous underground IRL streamer a 2 weeks ago or so
thats exactly the opposite of being private
lol some of her old art are traces from those nudist/underage sites that somehow don't fall into ilegal content
 >>/6921/
Different anon here but she literally moderated Masterchan. Whether she traced actual naked kids or not, she dated a pedro and is definitely a pedro herself given her obsession with lolis and her past with mchan and Roberto. She said Roberto used to make her role play little girls.
I seriously can't imagine how bad she must feel to know she let a fat ugly pedro like Roberto inside of her hundreds of times as he was thinking of kids the whole time. Even if she was complicit i feel bad for her. Imagine how bad that must feel. Ugliest man on earth who leeched off his middle class parents while making his decades younger gf moderate his pedro image board and draw for a game that would never get released.
apparently each one of these bitches is a pedro and has either asd or bpd. what a rotten basket of poisonous, slutty apples
All these accusations and theories seem very paranoid, the only crime she has commited is not being my gf
Is she dating anyone now, what do you guys think? Probably some online relationship with some anime artist. I dont understand how can someone like anime so much, it looks kind of shitty, if you gonna draw do proper art.
 >>/6950/
Yeah there were some threads about this dude on r9k

https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/62018693
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/62173131

No idea if they're still e dating or if they ever were in the first place
 >>/6873/
i cant help but sit and daydream sometimes about what it would feel like to receive dm's like this from her. i wonder if she realizes how life-changing it would be and the transformative power it would have for some people. waking up and seeing you have a dm from her, opening it and seeing a cute selfie that says "youre never alone, anon!" or "today will be a great day" or "you got this my little pog champ" or "im always here when you need a friend". 

such a thing is reserved for the gods among men, i suppose. its something we will never experience  but can only dream about, like being in some faraway paradise and closing your eyes as the mist from a waterfall gently caresses your face
timur zakh is just a normal orbiter that got to know her personally, if she really fucked a russian dude that dude wasn't him. 
he used to talk only when she was active in the old server
 >>/6966/
I think she's cute but let's be real. To most she's like a 2/10. She's with ugly fuckers because those are most of the men who express interest in her. I like her because she's a girl next door type I don't feel weird fantasizing about.
 >>/6973/
also she says "wont even open" in that cap which implies he mustve sent her an email which made her post all that. insane he still tries contacting her
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 >>/6982/
Well she's not a nurse anymore. She's now a chef anymore. But I've been thinking how cute it would be to see a video of her preparing food. Her slicing up cheese meat and veggies and so on in a time sensitive way. It would just be so cute...
 >>/6983/
yeah, on her IG show's shown food that has been prepared. it is wholly unsatisfying to see the result without seeing the act of preparation in her attempts at perfection.

for the life of me i don't understand why she doesn't capitalize on her simps. we've seen in this thread guys who just want daily "hows it going anon" messages. if she truly had the business sense of a camgirl she would know how to exploit her simps and give us the content we want.
 >>/6984/
because shes morally above it. shes actually a good woman and wont exploit people for financial gain. shes a modest christian woman trying to find her way in the world. she will never accept paypigs money or cave in and become an "egirl". to the contrary, she hates being referred to as one.
 >>/6989/
I think you're right about her height. She seems 5'6 or so. 
Man, she has no sense of style. Part of the charm I guess but its hilarious how bad her sense of fashion is. Ciara's fashion sense always sucked too, and then the last few months of her life she only wore the same few e-girl tiktok outfits lol.
 >>/6986/
> wont exploit people for financial gain
The only reason she was with Roberto in the first place was because she saw him as rich in the beginning and he had his own house and daddy's money. 

> she will never accept paypigs money
Just days ago accepted thousands in donations from random orbiters to get a new car. 

> shes a modest christian woman
Jewish by blood, and not even Christian by name. All she has to show for her "Christianity" is the occasional cross necklace, backwards reactionary takes she repeats from 4chinz, and a track record of anal and nudes. 

> will never become an "egirl"
She became an e-girl the second she posted her tits on /b/ for the first time. She can hate being called one all she wants, but she is one and she knows it. She thinks she's above the term because she doesn't have pink hair or wear eyeliner I guess, but she's been doing the same song and dance as more proud and young e-girls since before they even hit puberty.
 >>/6991/
Samefag but Marky loses because her nudes and personal information are all over the internet for free, meanwhile younger e-girls all make a living from exactly that.
 >>/6991/
literally all 4 points you made are 100% false. You are way off base on all of it. the unfortunate thing is that, your next response is "proof?" , then that would lead me to have to reveal who i am and how i know the things I know. and I simply cant do that.
She does ask for money but at least its clear that shes not interested in simps unlike many other egirls who pretend to be interested just to get money. Shes also not behaving like a slut on internet, just did some stupid thing in past that she regrets. Seems like she has matured as a person.
 >>/7001/
> come to my stream and get people to talk about you
funny shes still doing this to this day, piggybacking on other girls' fame and hungry for her own attention
this might be totally weird and off base, but do you think its possible that shes trying to befriend that alice girl as a means to eventually get to chicken andy or some other semi famous male streamer in that group? i mean maybe after Sam, she has some strange thing about wanting to date famous internet personalities.
 >>/7005/
maybe but chicken is borderline mentally retarded. more realistically marky would want baked alaska, who alice fucked and dated for a while before he got jailed. besides that i think she has realized all she truly has going for her is cloutmaxxing by using other people. using other streamers to get more people to watch her streams = profit
 >>/7002/
 >>/7005/
 >>/7008/
Alice was in need of a place to stay on the east coast after being kicked out and reached out to Mir, from my perspective Mir wants nothing to do with ip2 and banned me from her discord server when I linked something related. If Mir/Marky wanted to work her way up those ranks and get ip2 clout it would be easy to do so but she doesn't seem interested. But I don't know her like you guys seem to.
 >>/7011/
I don't think Marky wants to be famous. If she did she would stream more often. I think she only streams for friends or if she's bored/lonely. As you said I think she was only with Alice to help a friend out. Nothing about her behavior indicates that she's chasing clout.
 >>/7012/
she also has mentioned that she's more productive when the live is on even if she is reading the chat and choosing musics all the time
 >>/7040/
shes not at all. she made a mistake when she was 14 or 15 of posting her nudes on /b/. as far as im concerned, thats the only thing shes done wrong. that was a long time ago. people change and grow. shes not that person anymore. the sam hyde stuff was clearly not her fault, she was manipulated and used by a predator while she was underaged. shes the  victim in that scenario. since then she has only been with long term boyfriends.

at the age of 23/24, she has been with a total of like 6 guys. if you think about it, that is hardly nothing in todays age. she should be commended actually. most girls of today have slept with like 10 dudes by the age of 18. so please dont call her a whore as it makes you sound foolish, alright?
 >>/7041/
By the way, getting pumped and dumped the blonde childhood friend for a few weeks and spiraling from manipulative Russian dick for a season isn't "long term."
 >>/7047/
Wrong. She is still in love with the man who took her virginity and before you say I’m wrong she was unwilling to press charges and willing to meet up with him years later for coffee. The problem is Sam Hyde wants to use her not treat her like a wife, but if he changed she would be back with him in a heartbeat.
 >>/7048/
> unwilling to press charges
Guess what? Most sex-related charges end up in EVERYTHING BEING DISMISSED and the accuser is left re-traumatized and unable to cope, and the defendant feels smug and vindicated in knowing they got off. Most women conclude that dropping charges isn't worth it at all. It's also an extremely costly endeavor. I know women who say they'd rather kill themselves than detail their abuse and assault in front of a court room and their abuser. That's how traumatizing it is.
> inb4 boohoo it's their fault for being attracted to abusers in the first place its all an act for pity
Just shut the fuck up retard, YOU specific retard, no one cares. This isn't a MGTOW forum and you've shit up every thread with your Roosh V tier rambles. We're talking about actual human beings, not fucked up conceptual ideas of the opposite sex that've brewed in your mind from resentment over the years. 

> willing to meet up with him years later for coffee
This is something almost all adults do with exes years later. Meeting with Sam was a mistake but clearly she just hoped he would show a sliver of humanity to her so much later. Wondering what could have been is normal and healthy, but there's no real way she actually would ever want to be with him again, even if he did change (he won't, he can't).
 >>/7047/
truly a more timeless and iconic face has never existed in the history of the female species. face shape, cheek bones, eyes, jaw line , nose, mouth, all meld together in aesthetic perfection. gazing upon it is a sublime feeling that words cannot capture or adequately express.
 >>/7049/
From what I remember she didn't meet him for coffee, a couple years ago when they spoke again and he said something vaguely sexual to her she went off the rails and publicly "exposed" him for the first time with those screenshots that were just posted ITT. I think this and Bianca's death and a few other things like leaving Brazil is what made her so nutty in an out of character way in 2019. Over half of my collection is stuff she posted that year.
 >>/7051/
Left. her and alice could both be seen during a recent stream doodling/ drawing with their left hands when they were sitting in a cafe while taking a break from filming and exploring the city.
 >>/7052/
did she ever express any sadness over Bianaca's death or Ciara's death? I dont think Ive ever seen her say a single thing about either of those incidents, now that I think about it.
 >>/7054/
She did several schizo rants about Bianca in the summer of 2019 and had fallen off the radar by the time Ciara had died.
i enjoy her art streams a lot but i wish shed stream more games. im sure with her getting settled into her new job and keeping up with her art and life stuff, she probably doesnt have much time to play games or do visual novels much. im sure many of us (myself included) would buy her whatever game she wanted if she would be willing to stream it. when she played deadly premonition years ago, the streams were so fun and comfy. i hope she will consider doing it again.
 >>/7066/
i have similar thoughts. i think i will refrain from markyposting for the month of december, in hopes she will return to bring joy and comfort to her adoring fans.
anime is so cancer, i feel like she would be a productive member of society if she didn't get hooked on anime at a young age
 >>/7067/
hmm. i always just assumed and hoped she would never browse this cesspit of a place. hopefully she doesnt even know it exists. if i knew she reads these threads, i would stop posting too.
 >>/7068/
How is she not productive? She works despite not needing to. She could milk her orbiters and/or marry some rich dude but instead she works. 

 >>/7069/
I'm pretty sure she knows of this place. Maybe doesn't check in often but who knows.
 >>/7070/
> aging roastie whore works minimum wage while sam hyde's juices ferment in her cunt
> dropout sex tourist
> literally living in mom's basement meme

being a loser isn't noble
I want to dress her in L.L. Bean clothing. A barn coat, a faded flannel shirt, and some worn out hiking boots. As we gather firewood together on our farm to brave the harsh new england winters. and in the spring/summer we feed and care for the farm animals, tend to our vegetable gardens, and harvest the crops. she makes pies and lovely stews in the evening using fresh carrots and celery from our very own garden. then we sit on the sofa together after a hard day of chores and farming, to watch anime together .

Does anyone else imagine this life with tradwife Mir?
I talked to Marky and she said she loves reading these threads and all the nice comments about her :)
is there a way to find out what the highest priorities are on her list? or what she wants most?  I dont have any family or friends, so im going to spend my xmas bonus on her.
 >>/7127/
I hope she gets away from nasty instant coffee eventually. She deserves the finer things in life. I wonder if she has tried the various coffees at her new job? I think I recall her posting the menu on insta, looks scrumptious. They even have nitro cold brew. I wonder if shes had that yet? The ones Ive had are really strong but are so smooth and silky going down. its quite nice.
I thought I'd pose this random question for discussion, if anyone wants to chime in: what do you think is marky's biggest character flaw? obviously most of us love her, but every human has flaws. what would you say are her biggest ones which hold her back in life?

I would say: 
1. lack of follow-through (no ambition) ; 
2. laziness ; 
3. bad judge of character (friend/bf choices).

thats all i can think of, really. would be interested to hear your thoughts. plz no stupid answers like "being a whore" . serious responses only.
 >>/7172/
Hmm interesting. I think the high number of sex partners she's had is actually part of number 3. I don't think she sleeps with people thinking it'll be one and done. It's sad but she should also know better. I think also though she just doesn't care sometimes like with Alice who's an obvious insane retard. 

I was also wondering, do you think Marky has any shame about herself sexually? Her body count is higher than the american average for adults and I wonder if she ever feels bad about it because of how many people call her a whore or if she justifies it. Personally I don't care about her body count because I don't think it matters until it's a genuinely massive number but I've wondered this.
 >>/7172/
unironically her problem is likely some form of mild autism, her mannerisms and behavior remind me of autistic people I've known
 >>/7177/
The only autistic girls posted here are Agatha and Ken. Marky is diagnosed with bipolar disorder and goes through periods of being very motivated but manic, and periods of being lethargic and totally resigned.
 >>/7176/
my guess would be that she feels some bit of shame and regret for the things she did under the age of 18. Shes acknowledged that she was naive and made poor choices, but adds that she was manipulated and taken advantage of by bad people. however, I dont think shes ashamed of dating roberto and whatever else shes done since then . shes a grown adult and takes accountability. sometimes things just dont work out like we plan.
Marky's really been tormenting us with the lack of streams. I don't know what's keeping her back, the embarrassment from last stream or just she doesn't have the will to stream very often. Or maybe she's streaming privately away from the prying eyes of orbiters. She said she hoped she could stream more with her new stable schedule and ideally she would stream and draw every day. Clearly she's been drawing a lot as you can see from all the drawings she's posted on IG.
I think she probably feels spent and mentally drained after getting home from work. maybe after she settles in and gets used to her new routine, she will start streaming again.

now that i think it through though, hasnt she always been like this? she will stream for 2 or 3 weeks, then vanish for a long period and go back into hiding.
 >>/7172/
she's impulsive, doing things haphazardly, and lives her life off-balance. she used to have so many depressive episodes where she would disappear and reappear on the internet which became a blatant pattern. but lately she seems actually okay-ish. fingers crossed.
she's apologized AND posted 2 selfies cause she knows her orbiters miss her, is she finally embracing her aidoru status? i love her so much mirkybros
btw, looks like only 1-2 anons here know how fucking exhausting working in a kitchen is, of course she can't stream
 >>/7207/
me too. i feel so blessed this morning that she gave us those 2 wonderful selfies and said she will be drawing again soon. my hope has been re-kindled. I actually like the hat because it makes her look like a pokemon trainer.

also, i noticed that the heater disappeared off her amazon wishlist. which of you cunts bought it for her? its been sitting in my basket waiting till payday.
 >>/7213/
yeah, she doesn't look feminine enough here. perhaps she purposely wants to look like this to ward off any kind of attraction? for god's sake she needs to get a new pair of glasses at least.
 >>/7214/
she looks attractive to me. if you think she looks like a man then your unrealistic expectations of women will likely fuck you in life if they haven't already.
ive finally reached that higher plane where her looks mean nothing to me anymore. our connection is spiritual rather than physical. indeed, i feel that we have known each other since the beginning of time and that our souls were entwined since god breathed creation into existence. i feel as though we could stand in front of each other and not even need to verbally communicate; we would know each others thoughts as if they were our very own. and now i will go take my meds
 >>/7216/
it's a fantasy. just hope you know that in reality you'd both probably hate each other or you'd be upset she's not as mystical as she seems from afar. the distance and her being unattainable is part of why you like her so much. there's no winning. all you can do is try to stop obsessing tbh. it sucks. it feels euphoric and harmless in the moment but then you realize how creepy and lonely you are.
why does this picture look so weird to me? its one of the only pictures that doesnt look like her. is it the angle, or is she pushing her jaw back or something?
i tried to post the pic but it wont let me. hmm im too stupid i suppose. it is post #6711. the last 2 pics.
Lol Alice streams herself getting black-out drunk, fucking Baked Alaska, begging on the streets and lying to strangers for money, shitting up the streets on drugs but her bio is
> i'm a devout christian. i'm a streamer, artist and retard. please hang around for a while ! my favorite sanrio character is cinnamoroll i love to read, play games, watch movies, and i am a huge weaboo.
> redpilled neet trad christian channer schizo gamer anprim goth drainer autist weeb stoner e-girl streamer

Here are some highlights from her tweets:
> Who's trying to impregnate me
> The feminine urge to e beg
> Larping as a homeless person has its advantages. Over the course of my trip, I have made approximately $75 in donations from strangers, including food and cigarettes

She posts and lurks here, along with the femcel gossip site lolcow.farm and a few other chans. She learned about Marky like the rest of us and saw her as a ripe clout token. Their "friendship" will crash and burn.

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