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I am aboard the wagon although in a wounded state. Recovery bound. 
Finally managed to do that big shop I had planned for last Saturday night. Got a 20 piece nugger meal too. 
Was basically hallucinating when I jolted awake at 2am this morning, sweating and shaking in a state of withdrawal. Kept having repeated dreams and every single one was a nightmare, and I was lucid in these dreams too. Woke up from the last one with what seemed like sleep paralysis, couldn't move, only open my eyes. Thought I had carked it from a stroke or something. Was very scared. 
The absolute state